Blardy Hell...

The stupid woman gave me the red card..

Just because she assumed i can't be able to brig in sales for her...

Hello..

Don't judge people lidat can..

just because i'm quiet doesn't mean i can't work..

Never mind..

It's your loss...

Shall help out my manager to manage the counter stuff instead...

Earn lesser but i think i'd be happier..

And i get at least a day to rest.....

Facing my smiley customers is better than facing that old hag..

Yea...i sound bad...

No...I AM BAD..

But i'm just speaking from my heart...

I knew there'd be trouble the moment i saw her..

Sorry for giving Ken the trouble to find another few girls to that picky woman...

Yes.

She changed not just me..

But another too..

Out of 4..

Sha changed half..

And the event is like a few days away??

Crazy woman..

Don't care...

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Haix....

Why?WHy?WHY?

Don't remind me of school can....

Results are out and the new Time table is out...

Ow.....I just HATE school..Duh...

Introducing my last 4 modules of my polytechnic life..

Excluding FYP 2 that is...

Talking about FYP...I got a C for FYP 1...

Surprisingly...

I expected a D can...

And my GPA....SUPER BUANG!

Shan't talk about it already....

Just be glad that i passed...

Okay...

Lean Manufacturing and Six Sigma Class.... E44E...

Supply chain Management Class.....E44E.....

Retail Logistics Class....E44B...

Pharmacuetical and Bio-Chem Supply Chain Class...E44E....

Pathetic can....16 people only...Kaox....

I so need to sleep can...

Grr...

Oh yeah..

I've got a blazer for my uniform..

At least i look smarter..

Though Baby laughed at me when he saw me wearing it just now on my way home..

But i know..

I looked good in that...

okay..

BULLSHIT!!

:P

Nuff said....

I don't geddit..

I'm a person with very little words..

And what's wrong with that?

You're talkative and u expect me to talk as much..

My life's boring and i have nothing to talk about...

And what's wrong with that?

I know u're unhappy but that is a fact..

A character which i can never change...

And i'm sorry for that..

And i love you..

Preparing myself for one whole shot of 9 days of working..

For money..

I must push on...

I wanna get new fragrances...

One to be exact..

Don't have the money to get too many..

Am thinking of getting something sweet but not too strong..

Am currently using Escada's Sunset Heat..

But it seems like it's finishing real soon..

I wonder how i used it...

Hmm..

Was late for work today but who cares..

No one was there..

And i doubt anyone woud even realise even if i were to decide not to turn up after all...

Spent most of my time doing Sudoku at the counter..

More time roaming around Bishan...

Zz..Boring..

Bought a skirt at G2000 for $25..Usual was $49..

A white one that is..

Just for work..

Wonder why they need us to wear white skirt..

Duh...PAP ah...

Am thinking whether to get another one or not...

Hmm...

Den off i went to roam around somemore..

Went into SASA...

Tried a few perfumes.

I find F for fascinating by Ferragamo..

And Dream of Pink of Lacoste..

The better smelling ones..

It doesn't matter how long they've been out..

But..

Which should i choose?

Suggestions???

I needed something that can last longer..

But i realise it really depends on individual..

Not the brand of the fragrance..

So...

Which should i get..

Shall get yuxin to help me check out the prices at DFS...

Kekeke...

Off tml and sunday..

But i've got an intervew at 10 am tml morning..

After that...

I wonder should i go to Baby's house or go home first..

He's out tonight AGAIN..as usual..

And i wonder if he could wake up tml...

Don wish to go to his house and face a sleeping buddha...

He's gonna get his shoes..

And me.

Just spend some time with him before my long work schedule starts..

He'll go "kao beh"..

As usual..

Darling...I'm just trying to earn a living..

And i don't see anything wrong with that...

Am i wrong?

Hmm.....

The little voice in me...

I am SO very TIRED!

GeeZ!

I tot i'd be like rotting fot the whole of my holiday..

But looks like i'm wrong..

So.. VERY WRONG!!!

My whole holiday is PACKED...

I wonder if i could take it...

I'm so sorry to my boy that i have to work and neglect him..

But i can't help it..

Can't bring myself to turn down...

It's money ya know!!!

It's like something that we all MUST have..

I think i'm kinda scared of living a life full of monetary difficulties...

And that's why...

Boy...If only you could save?

I guess if you could i wouldn't be forcing myself to work...

Don't get the wrong idea..

I am NOT supporting my boyfriend..

I just needed money to pay my brother..

And of course..

Save money...

Grrr...

For wht you must be thinking...

Just to prepare myself if..

I mean IF...

One day i end up being all lone..

Not having a man who wants to marry me... (like duh..now what era already...)

I would have my own savings and do what ever i like.. :)

Tomorrow work at Bishan then 2 days off...

Before i embark on my sibeh tedious schedule...

Non-stop from Monday..(the 25th) all the way till 2nd Sept...

9 days right..

No big deal right..

Think of it..

A person with lots of health problems like me..

Hmm..

I wonder if i can really take it..

I'm no longer the 16year old who can one shot work all the way without even resting..

YES..

I'm old.. :(

It's sad but it's fact and i accept that fact..

Grrr....

Let's see...

25th- Junction 8...Packing up of the counter...

26th-Century Square...Travel till my butt open...

27th-Bugis Junction...Go there kill mosquito..If there is..Zz..

28th to 31st-COMEX Fair..Suntec City...Wonder if it'd be fun... Duh..

!st and 2nd not too sure whre i'm working YET...

Probably Tampines again...Baahhh....

3rd..School Re-opens..

SIAN AH!

1 more semester to go before i can get out of school completely....

Grrr....

As much as i hated school...

I think i'd miss schooling life..

Don't get me wrong..

My schooling life as in the very seng nang life in poly...

The fun times i had in secondary school...

The laughters..The talks...The "Chalet"...

I hereby pronounce.....

I miss school..

Awww....

I know..i sound fake..And i'm talking to myself again..

Baaaaaahhhhh~

Just another day..

I am soooooo tired....

I used to think that maybe i could get use to living all alone..

But i guess i was wrong about it...

These few days my parents are not round..

And when i step into the dark and empty house..

I have this very lonely feeling inside me..

Perhaps i was wrong about having that thinking...

It should be time to re-think.. :)

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Lovelorn...Thanks for being my listening "ear" when i have these whole chunk of problems stuck to my brains and i can't tell anyone else...

As for her...I guess we are all at our wits end..Even she is having problems trying to reach a decision..

It's understandable since we've somehow been through almost the same things..

But the main problem is...Making choices...

She doesn't know how to make a choice and doesn't want to force herself to make a decision..

She doesn't think she is selfish...

To her...She needs a companion..

He's been out of the country for the past few months and that was why she found herself these life buoys..

But from what we see....She isn't just treating this guy as a life buoy..

She fell for him already..

And she's stuck in between..

One is a guy whom she thinks she can live together for the rest of her life even though their feelings have faded...

Another is a guy whom she sees their future as blurry..

That's the reason why she can't make a choice..And she did mention to me that both of the guys dotes on her...

I guess there's nothing we can do now...The rest is all up to her..

I just hope she'd get out of this thing soon...

And as for my marriage to what you called my-sai-nai-cute-bf....

STILL A LONG WAY TO GO LA!

Haha...

There's no way i'm going to wear that wedding gown unless that boy's thinking gets matured nd he had enough of fun...

Running around every weekend..

And me..

Staying home while he have fun..

Shan't force things la..

We'll see how everything goes..

Who knows.. Maybe not us...But you be the one to wear tht gown first...Hee hee hee :)

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Work work work these few days...

Grr..Tiring...

Commission soooo pathetic...

Haix...

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He should be comng over for dinner tomorrow..

If he could book out.

If not...I'd be all alone again...

:) Ciaoz..