Holidays holidays..
But i doubt mine could really be hoiday..
Went for an interview yesterday at Bugis..
To the courtesy of yx..
Selling some skin supplemments...
Think i would be damn busy this holiday..
Afrid tt i my not have time to go out with a few of my frens which i had somehow agreed to..
I'll try to squeeze time though...
:)
Tml going for the job training..
The lady looks ok..but i'm not too sure if i could click with her..
hmmm..
hopefully everything could go on smoothly...going for a chalet on wednesday...
After work...which is like 6pm...
After tht i think i should be starting work on the 1st of sept...
7-13 i would be working everyday....
14-16th going to malaysia...
And school reopens on the 17th...
Which leves between 1st - 6th sept that i can spare time to go out..
shan't go to work on the 6th then...a thursday of i were to go on a ladies nite with the ladies on wedesday..
hmm..
i wonder.....
Earn money earn money...

18-08-2007
Had just knock off around 6 about to be on my way home when YX called me...
Miracle huh..
Since she's the "you yi xing mei ren xing"type...
Din expect her to call me and ask me out..
The reson why she looked for me...
SMPLE..
She had a fight wth CM...
And she needed company..
Went to look for her ta work and went to my home..
Shared our dinner...

We asked the rest of the gurls out but only /Dino and ah min were free...
Off we went to boat quy to Amber 21 where Carole is working at ..
That night was the first and hopefully the last time i smoke so much..
Never really smoked in my 19years of life and that night..I finished half a packet of it....






Ah min and Dino left around 11+
The night s just starting...
and i randomly asked YX if she wanted to club..can see that she was very unhappy..
Plus she met CM there and she cried...
Called HW out and off we went to MOS..
A whole lot of ppl there...And Majority are "BEES"...
Geez....We styed i the toilet till 2+..
Not purposely...
But there wasn't any space to leave the baggage at..
So..we had to wait..
I wouldn't want to pay $23 to stay in the toilet would i?!
Finally went in and woa...damn squeezy..
The bees..
Really a whole buch of despos..
Where did all te yan daos go?!
That night was...duh.
Ha ha.
A whole lot of guys with beanies....
I admit i don remember a single guy who dnced or talked to me..
Not tt there's lot of guys who did that but simply nth special abt them..
Imagine the dicks at my ass...
SHUCKS..
I don mind the bodies..In fact i kinda like it..
BUT
CLD THE DICKS PLS LEAVE MY BUTT ALONE?!
Talking about the guys..
Mybe i cld list them down one by one..

1. A dark blue with strip...
Hmm..
Body build was grea but i simply din get to see how he looked like...
Eventually said bye bye though..

2.A guy with beanie..
He was like holding to my hand all the while when the dark blue strip guy was with me..
And i always thought t was xin...
Din even realise till i saw her hand "dancing" around...Apparetnly he found me again after we changed fengshui...
He was..erm... a little scary...
When we r leaving to change fangshui again..he was holding to my hand and the hand at my waist and following me around..
Geez...don u even understand what is bye-bye?!

3.A nerdy guy with specs wering a blue "life-jacket"...
Was disgusted...
Seriously..
HELO?!
Were u afraid that it might flood in the club?!

4. An act cute guy whom apparently wasn't cute at all...
He layed his chin on mmy shoulder and told me..
Can make friends?!
Of corx i shoke my head..
And he said again..."Plsssssssss..."
EW!
Wad the F**K!!!
Make me wanna puke...

5.The very timid but still wan ppl's number's guy...
Asked his friend to ask for my num..
He looks ok..
But couldn't u have asked urself?
I could have given to u?!
SHUCKS....
So unsincere...

6.The very farney "indian uncle"
No offence to the indians..
But the way he danced was hillarious..
He was good..
As in he didn't go ner ay girl ad try to take advantage of them..
He was in fact enjoying himslef ALOT!
Ha ha..
He was dancing some sort of retro dance but he dressed really indian styled..
FUNNY!

7.Indian boy..
Hmm..What can i say bout him...
NOTHING...
He kept a small distance from me apparently not wanting to come near me..
But i zi dong siam...
Ha ha..


19-08-2007
Reached home at 7 am in the morning....Took a bath and off i went to work..
Hadn't slept a wink...
Worked morning that day so not so bad...
Went home straight after that and boom..
At 9+ cannot tahan anymore...SLEEP!!!!

20-08-2007
Didn't go to school today..
Kena cramps early in the morning cannot wake up..
perm my hair AGAIN!
haha..
my mum paid for it AGAIN...
Ha ha ha ha ha..

21-08-2007
In school...
Rotted today..
Did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!
Got
UT today...
SIAN!!!

Oh well..
I ended up going for really a drink with Chu Xiang that saturday night..
And he gve his first time to me..
Haha..
Not THAT first time but his virgin trip to st james...
I wasn't the one who chose the location though...
He chose it...
Had wanted to go with the girls instead but ended up only Dino nd Ah min are free..
So...
Forget it..
Another time perhaps..
Was a little wierd since we never relly talked much to eac other during our secondry school days..
It was only after a camp in our upper secondary years that we started talking..
That night was seriously the first time we went out together..
Went to Peppermint park AGAIN..
One reason was because that was the only bar i know there and partly..
I jst wanted to see him..
BUT..
Didn't relaly see him..
Think i caught a glimpse of him..
Notrelly clear though..
I admit..
I forgot how he looked like already..
And i doubt he remembers my looks either..
That night we met chu xing's cousin and shehad free tickets to powerhouse..
Den..poom..
We went in...
Walked one round and walked out...
We made it just in time for me to catch the last train home and him..
Not so heng...Last bus gone..
There are good and bad sides to things that happen though..
Though he lost his bus, he gained a free ride home from his cousin..
I left for home without getting a good look at him again..
Haix...
That very night i couldn't really sleep though i drank alcohol...
Did i put him off from my answer to that whatever question he thought i was going to ask? Or did the other answer of him treating me dinner put him off instead.
Whtever it was...
Think it's end of story...
If things go on well..
We could well just remain as very very very normal friends for the rest of our lives....
If it doesn't..
That marks the end of our so-called "friendship"?!

Informed Vampire about me not working for the time being for her..
Don't sk me why i didn't just quit...
Use ur brains a little and 'll know..
Still don't get it?
I just want to leave another alternative route for myself in case the whichever new job i would be taking up fails...

Didn't go to school today..
Be a nanny for a day..
CAn really vomit blood...
Kids nowadays..
Haix..
Gonecase...

I JUST WAN THE BEST FOR MYSELF...IS THAT CONSIDERED SELFISH

?!

Think i'm going back to my emo days again..
Not physically as usual...
Bt emotionally...
Had been rottin these 2 weekends..
And when i finally decided to ask my group of closer friends out...
For a drink or something...
Well...Aparrently no one is free...
2 of them were working..
2 others were meeting their fmily members...
1 was with her own boyfriend and her boyfriend's friends
And another one without any reply..
Most lkely should be working too..
Should have known...
Haix...
I see myself s a loner and i have people around me whom assume that they are more of a loner than me saying that i have friends and they do not..
I never said i don't have friends...
It's just that they are all busy with their own things too..
The only group of people whom i get along much much better and would not give up for new friends are my secondary school friends..
Don't tell me "You still have your poly friends"..
I do..
But thanks to that stupid system of changing class every semester..
I can't seem to find any tht i could really click very very well with...
It doesn't help that i find myself not being able to fit into any group of people in my current class..
I would sometimes tlk cock with them but that doesn't last..
I don even dare to admit that i ddn't really want to go for that chalet cox i didn't want to be an outcast..
I eventually agreed to go cox i wanna prove to myself that i am wrong...
Well...I guess i could only stay home tonight...
Or...
Go for a drnk alone...

THE VERDICT....
.
.
.
.
I'm lonely...

THE EMPTINESS WITHIN ME COULDNOT BE DESCRIBED USING WORDS...
USE YOUR HEART TO FEEL...
U COULD FIND THE ANSWER...

Hmm...National day over liao....
Sian day i had yst..
Whole family was out and i'm left alone..
Wanted to go for a jog but end up...
Went to AMK instead..
Bought 2 running shorts and an arm bag and spent 40 bucks on them..
den..
went home....
Watch NDP...
End f story...

Didn't go to school today..
Din feel like going..
But got woken up ard 9 by my nepew and niece..
FVcking fed-up..
Simply hate when i am forced to wake up when i NID MY SLEEP..
Don tell me tt they ARE JUZ KIDS AND I SHOULD I UNDERSTAND...
IF everyone could be so understanding then there won't be so many conflicts around already...
Grrr...
I'm feeling freaking moody now...
Or rather lately....
.....

Am rotting in class AGAIN..
Apparently i'm sick of almost everything in my life...
I wanna change my job...AWY from taka..
But i'm doing my PP on PT...
I'm getting sick of schooll..
Or rather i had never liked school...
But i'm simply helpless...
Could only continue going to school till i graduate...
Sick of my LOVE LIFE..
Full of nothing but trouble..
Complicated matters..
Haix...
Sick of my LIFE..
Find it quite meaNingless...
Wonder why i live for..
Wonder how i SURVIVE these 19years...
I wonder..


""I wished for someone to love and care for me...
But what did i get?
Well..I have friends..
But cn't always expect them to be there..
Friends have their own life too..
I just hope for that someone to appear really soon.."

01-08-2007
Worked at outram and taka today...
Afetr 2pm..
I zao from my officve and reached taka within 30mins...
Then for dinner...I had my "ai xin"noodle...

Had a good laugh with the guys at Modan that night..
About the use of RAW EGG+TIGER BEER?!
Ha ha...
Then went home with Shao Jun that nite...
We both sat at the entrance of the mrt door at somerset like 2 drunkards...
Crazy people from taka...
Sat in the mrt again on the floor..
And i nearly got "kiapped" by the mrt door...
*SHYTES...
At Bradell...
Took some photos of the easily tickled Shao Jun @ Michiyo...












31-07-2007
Supposedly school's official opening with the visit of PM Lee to the school cum a school event JUMP..
Thanks to ah min we got a ticket each but ended up we took the t-shirt and left, i had my dinner and we left...
Walked to causeway point nd had ice cream at Gelare..
After that have the sudden urge to go singing...
And STEADY enough..We went~
Went to Kbox at Lot 1..
Though a little far for me but once in a while is lright ba..
I expected to spend more than an hour for my bus journey home..
Heaven knows..I reached home like in less than an hour..
To be more specific, around 40mins or so...
The bus reeked of PESTICIDE!?
And i nearly suffocated and nearly vomited...
Rrr..
Craps...
Shan't blog much..
The pics...





CREDITS TO AH MIN...