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In 15 hours in should in the room along with a few other girls facing a small challenge in life...

Or a big one to some others.. :)

A little jittery now...

It's either a straight route or another ambigious route after today....

My baby just called and said he regretted asking me to try..

And asked if i could don't go for the interview..

My answer: Can i say no?

Not that i want this job more than i want a life with him..

But if i don't go, i might really regret in future...

Think of the money..

Think of the experiences..

Think...What kind of job would pay you to see the world?

Though i think i'd most likely not get through even the first phase...

But...Haiz...Just a try darling..

Don't get in and i'll just accept it as i'm not fated to be in that line..

Should go to sleep already..

Or i'd really look like a zombie tomorrow..

Wish me luck and to Kah Mun too.. *Winkx

Oh my...
Scary sia...
Geez..
Did they just schedule anyone who sent in an application or did they really choose..
Sia la..
Should go for plastic surgery before going..
4pm..
A little late..
But good also..
Hee hee...
Directly opposite Baby's house...

by the way the bloggie add has changed to http://poohlovespiglet-10062008.blogspot.com

I wonder if i'm right about this..

Heeded Kah Mun's advice to submit the pplication for SIA..

Ya la i know..

I look nothing like a Singaporeair Girl...

But what she said made sense..

Never have regrets..

Submitted my application already..

And guess what i saw..

5 ah?

I only passed 3???!!!!

God..

Duh....

See how's my luck la..

See if they reply..

Reply..Go..

Don reply..

SUA~

hahaha!

Told Bb..

He sounds..

disappointed..

He said he'll be damn sad if i got in...

And worried that some other guy might come in between..

B..

Do trust me or don trust the guys...

Ask ur heart..

U told me u don trust the other guys..

But think..

Even if someone thinks of something else..

But my heart is with u..

And u still say u don trust the guys?

When i cldn't possibly have change of heart?

Haix....

FUCK SCHOOL!!!

CB...

Don engage useless staff can..

Bloody hell...

Submitted form already still come after me for school fees...

Reply back to them that i have already submitted like long ago..

And only to have a reply saying..

According to our records, we have not received your form....

$#^%$&^%*&^(

CCB...

HENG I GOT TAKE EXTRA FORM HOME...

NABEI...

Deadline 20th OCT..

I nv take tt means i cham la..

SACK YOUR USELESS STAFFS U RUBBISH SCHOOL....

My bro's going back to Aussie tml night..
Gve up meeting Bb for my brother..
Which i really should...
Cause i see my bro like once for dono how long....
Bb booked out already..
Went to see him just now..
Just for a while and he went out riding his bike...
So..
Alone i went...To Cityhall..
He thought i went home when in fact i didn't..
Went to eat at Makansutra first..
The flies were fucking irritating...
Duh...
But nevermind them...
Walked over to Marina Square to walk walk see see..
Quite a number of SALES going on..
But cannot buy..
WHY?
Cox my pocket is empty...
Nevermind that too..
It's a Friday..
And i am attached..
Yet i'm walking around all alone...
Can't blame anyone but myself...
Seeing those couples walking past me make me envy..
Not that i don't have a Significant Other..
But simply just i told him..
If you want to ride...Go and ride..
I'll find my own entertinment..
He realises that i went walking around lone only when i was nearly reaching home...
He said it made him feel bad..
I'm sorry f u really did...
But seriously i'm okay alone..
As much as i hoped for him to be by my side..
I won't be so selfish to tie him to myself..
And i know he's not the kind of walk walk see see guy...
He's more like n arcade guy..
A place where i seldom go to before i met him..
Now..I've become a regular...A regular standee...
Standing down there, occasionally sitting on chair beside him..
Watching him play or stoning there...
HAix...
He knows i don't like it..
Cox i've been showing my sulty face everytime we walk into an arcade...
Haix...
Actually i don't mind going..
But tht is if i am also playing..
He tries to get me involved...
Playing phtohunt with me sometimes..
But it doesn't help that he isn't even paying attention to the screen in front of us..
Dear...If you wan to play..give your full attention...
It simply spoils my mood and then yours when ur finger is here at the screen but ur eyes and heart is with the "cars".....

Haix...
Nuff said...

Ramble~~

WAAAAA~~~~

Liong ah liong ah..

I freaking need more money....

I fucking need more jobs...

Ahhhh.......

Any lobangss????!!!!

Duh...

Didn't go to school today cox kena gastric last night..

Bear with it the whole night till 3.30am..

Cannot tahan anymore...

Went to the toilet..

And..

VIOLA~~~~

What a beautiful sight...

MY PUKE!!!

Red one sia..

Got chao sng taste sia..

Freaking bitter sey..

Think it was the chilli i ate...

Bahhhhh~~~

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By the way..

I've got another blog..

For me and my boyfriend..

It's..

http://pandalovespiglet-10062008.blogspot.com

I know i know...

Sounds kiddish..

But cute WAD!

:P

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I'm Happy...

WHY???

#1 Tml no nid to go LTH...

#2 I'm done setting up the bloggie(though it doesn't take up much time)

And I'm Unhappy...

WWWHHHYYY????

#1 I'm broke...fucking broke...

#2 I'm feeling quesy...my stomach is in a war..

#3 I haven't watch the VCD i bought 1,2 week go..

#4 The cuckoo haven't tell me my application for my school fees approved already anot...

#5 WHY I HAVEN'T GRADUATE FROM SCHOOL????!!!!

Went for Jerlyn's R.O.M yesterday..

Very nice place..

Wasn't very grand, but it's great enough for them.. :)

The heart shaped balloons~

The music..

The atmosphere was nice..

I was wondering why would nyoe hold an R.O.M at a chalet..

But after this, it's not a bad thing afterall.. :)

A pity i missed the solemnisation part...

The ending part was great..

Saw how the couple danced..

Though could tell they were a little paiseh,perhaps cause there are elders around..

But still nice...

They were supposed to be the main attraction but seems like a kid stole all the limelight..

The new age DANCING KING~ :)

Cute boy~

My boy started asking when's our turn..

Good question..

Not that i don't want to..

But it's simply too early..

And what do we have to be able to get hitched?

No money no talk..

This is the real world...

U can't fill your stomach with LOVE..

But i didn't tell him that...

I said:

"No flowers, No diamond Ring, No proposal and u want me to marry u.."

And his reply...

"Ok...U say one~Next month...You wait..."

Yea...I'll wait...

I may or my not nod my head..

Even though i did already..

TWICE..

Saying is not enough darling...

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Can't believe my Saturday is gone just like that...

Haven't gone clubbing for ages and now...MOS had closed down..

Zz..

Don't tell me there's still Phuture..And a whole list of clubs out there..

Tht was like the first club(other than Devil's Bar) that i went to..

Got memories sia..

Sian ah...

Should have gone to work just know if i had known i'd be spending the whole day at home...

Fully blur, half asleep and half awake..

I HATE THIS...

Should have agreed to work..

Y am i so dunb?

Duh...

My life is like Zz..Dead..

I kinda miss my previous lifestyle...

Though i didn't have a love interest then..

But i was happy..

Though with trouble too..

Not that i'm not happy now..

But the worries piled up..

Haix..

So tired..

So vexed.

Can i just go to bed, off my handphone...And sleep for a few days straight?

Can i ?

Must you keep going out..

Just a call and out you go..

ARGH!!!!!!

PEK CHEK AH!

Sometimes i just wish to get out of the house sooner..

Told baby just now and his reply...

Get married lol...

Haiz..Do you see marriage as a game?

I'm seriously wondering..

If i were to get pregnant..

Should i just keep the baby and get married?

Or should i get it out and move on with life...

Haix..

Jerlyn's R.O.M tml..

Wonder when would be mine...

Don't laugh..

It's normal for girl to want to get married..

Though i've always said i don't mind being left on the shelf..

But it's still a girl's dream...

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Just wanted more time for him..

Why do you have to restrict me..

I'm old enough to think..

I'm 20..

not 12...

I know what's right and what's wrong...

I know what i'm doing...

You said as long as i'm happy..

It's okay...

Now you telling me this shit..

Giving me this kind of attitudes...

Have you got any idea that would make me want to even more leave this house...

Just give me a break..

PLEASE..

A mixture of feelings...

I'm Happy..

Cause my baby "proposed" again..

Just to get engaged..

He knows i don't want to get married so soon...

But how do i go about telling my parents..

But anyway..

I agreed..

Since it's between me and him..

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And i'm sad..

Cause my brother doesn't like him..

Though he says it's not important whether he likes him or not..

My happiness is more important..

But never did he realise i'll never be happy if my family doesn't support whole heartedly..

As much i feel like i'm not really part of the family at times..

But they are still part of the reason why i'm living..

I live for myself..

I live for my baby..

I live for my family...

I'm getting emo again........

And i hate that feeling...

I just want to live a simple and happy life...

Is it that hard?...