rah...

I don't know is it because that i am not feeling wel that's why i get frustrated pretty easly or is it because that you are simply irritating...
known ech other for so long and i really don't know why.i can hear some scarcasm in ur words...
be contented woth what you have

still having the farking headche todxay and totally no mood to work today..i mean work as in using my brains...didn't do much except doingon the defintions and using hao ren's pancake thoery to chain up a story..
and he's GAY!!!

Freak....

Feel like dying man...
Dono is because of my head kena the rain last nite that's why i got a horrible headache or wad...
feel like dying..
wondering if i should go to work later though my dad ask me not to..seriously don feel like going but if don go means no money..rah!!!
我好辛苦啊！！！

24th April 2007

OMG...I so wan to kill myself for gettig into unnecessary trouble...
There's this guy...who graduated in march from RP who somehow i got to know online from webby...who keep pestering..Duh..go find the prettier girls la!!!My msn nick put so obvious tht i like someone else he still don't get it?And he even thought that the someone whom i like is him...Argh...

Today was the first team to presnt...Right after presentation ma ad Delia zao liao..off to work...hd dinner at Manna Korea..ppl muz e thinking i no money still each expensive food...can't help it..really got nth to eat...met dennis and the dono wad name after work...that's when i realise that i should have gone to m**anYaki to have free noodles..hha..save money...reach home so tired..argh...tml gotta work..be walking big ornge..hee..

你是否有感觉到我以满满的喜欢上你呢？

我不想再回到过去了。。。

I'm crazy..I'm nuts....

Went home with ah bao and ah min today after school..Was pretty quiet along the way...Said goodbye when i reahed the mrt station..

Found another job and will be starting this wednesday...
Shiong ah..Evey tuesday go work at taka after school and every wednesday,sturday and sunday work for the new company at Bishan..
Near my home la..still not so bad...
at least won't need to spend so much time travelling..
The new company sells GPS avigation System...It's freaking expensive...but okay la..since got Singapore and Malaysia and also MP3 and MP4...Hm..Wonder if I will have trouble selling them...Saturday went for the interview and on the spot i got some basic training and got 2 polo shirts for work..Orange color lo..sian...walk around machm one big orange...

One week after school started...Find the class still quite alright...People there are generally nice...And it's like only a week and i think most of them are behaving like we've already known for more than a month... So very tired...haix..life...

I've got a feeling that i'm slowly falling for someone...
I guess..
But i won't say who for now...I think he's attached already..
crazy me..

New high score!!!

My new high score..
I'm lame..
i know..


Winter_bells

What does a child mean to different people...

What does a child mean to different people...
I have people around me getting pregnant lately...One was really happy but the other..well.apparently she doesn't want the kid..
To a couple in their late 20s...A child is a gift from heaven..But to a girl in her late teens...It's a burden...This friend who is going to abort the kid told me to accompany her to abort it...seriously i wonder if i can take it...the kid is inocent and yet i have no right to stop it's parent's from giving it up even before it is born...i understand that they are financialy tight and that their parents would not accept the fact that they have a kid...i see it as a sin to give up an innocent life but what could i do...haix...Life...

TIME: 3:19PM
I'm bored...i'm bored...i'm so very bored in class...practically didn't do anything today in class...and present..bullshit...rah..Am waiting for this guy in cls to finish presenting so i can go home!...

First Day Of School....

TIME: 3:39PM
Am i class now having my 6P...Duh...I have to admit i ever bothered about the 6P since year1 although i do take down notes sometimes...But took them down for the sake of taking them down..They never helped in UTs anyway thought not most of the time...Could see a whole lot of ppl listening except for me...Had a whole team of girls today..And it's operations planning..duh...quite okay since the solutions are quite..erm..can i say common sensed???
Possible solution for the delay in delivery of snacks to retail outlets...analyze and improve on current vhicle routing...Explore the option of outsourceing thr delivery system...Linking up the point-of-sales(POS) system of the retail stores...blah blah blah..can't ctach..duh...
seriously..it's boring...and i mean the module...should be expected since logistics was never fun..duh...Am now waiting for my time to come...as in my time to go home to come before i keep crapping shit in my own blog...duh

TIME: 3:45PM
Finally over..shall do some of the things in class and the RJ..hmm..maybe on my way home...yeah!can go home liao!!!yea!!

TIME: 9:17PM
Trying to finish my RJ now...haiz..i need my holidays...am starting work tml after as a telemarketer...one hour seven bucks go there kena shoot by customers..since it's thought the phone den maybe can try...make money make money..!!!...

HOME ALONE!!

Parents not in SIngapore, all alone at home...a chance to fool around and have fun?
NO!
Had him with me last nite at my home and suppose to have him with me tonight too...but i forgot about the whole thing and decided that maybe i'm better left ALONE...
I never liked the idea of being a loner though i have to admit i am one..but to have a wolf sleeping by my side is SERIOUSLY NOT AT ALL SAFE...Having to be alert in cse he pounce on me in the middle of the night...I have to admit that i am not at all attractive but he seems to enjoy pouncing on people...And his snores...liew...damn irritating..couldn't even sleep well..sp tonight..i'm all alone..
Don't know why i liked him so much and now..when i look at him, can't help but feel...can i say disgusted?...Have no idea why i could have felt this way...perhps i should really admit to him that i'm terrified of him...
Geez what am i saying..i'm nuts!?

A lame game...

A lame game...

linkie

Rambles of the day...

Life is short...That's what we always hear yea?
But how short is life??
Is living till the age of 99 years nearing to 100 still considered short?
I doubt so..A friend of mine(none other than ah min, could have guessed since my social circle is small..)lost her grandmother these few days...
Really hope she's taking it well...and i think she really will...
Nt too sure how old is her grandma when she passed on but i'm pretty sure she moved on being very fortunate...
I sometimes wonder...How will i take it if a deth is to come to my life anytime...Guess i won't be able to take it snce i have never faced with death of someone i know except for 16years ago...when my own cousin passed on..without me even knowing at tht time..
He was a hero..he could have survived but he died trying to save others from inside a gas tank..not too sure if the tank exploded or he passed on inhaling too much of the poisonous gas..
Shan't blog about it
Just hope that ah min will be fine..

Worked at RP these 2 days and tml is the last day i guess...went to Bugis alone after work to get some stockigs for y mum
and bought a pair of black jeans and a pair of black shoes meant for work..the jeans cost me 30 bucks..the skinny drainpipe type which was the trend..still ongoning but i think is dying soon...
Bought it not because its "trendy"..just felt that my black pants meant for work are all too long and they clean the floor for wherever place that i am at...which is like so eeeyer...and bought another pair of shoes..for 18 bucks hmm...a little worried that the shoes would "bite" me...

Lousy lousy day...

Couldn't be more suay then any other day...Was forced to wake up by my dad just to leyt me know he's leaving th house...then...less then an hour later..my mum called...told me this told me that..and went back to bed...and god knows...It rained WITH my clothes hanging out to dry and was pouring i hve to say..Can you imagine that the clothes were nearly dring and it have to rain and i had to bring in the freaking heavy bamboos in...ＡＬＬ　６　ＯＦ　ＴＨＥＭ！！！Can you imagine having to bring in clothes soaked so wet that the whole weight is being pulled down??Argh...And oh...3 of the 10 fish that i bought for my nephew just yesterday died..wtf...wasted so much money on them and they died so soon..duh...


My timetable for semester one of my 2nd year..Can't see??..hmm..no idea how to enlarge it..shall type it out instead...ｍｏｎｄａｙｓ..ｏｐｅｒａｔｉｏｎｓ　ｐｌａｎｎｉｎｇ..ｔｕｅｓｄａｙｓ...ｉｎｖｅｎｔｏｒｙ　ｍａｎｇｅｍｅｎｔ...ｗｅｄｎｅｓｄａｙｓ...NOＳＣＨＯＯＬ！！！ｔｈｕｒｓｄａｙｓ．．．ｓｔａｔｉｓｔｉｃｌ　ｍｅｔｈｏｄｓ　ｆｏｒ　ｅｎｇｉｎｅｅｒｉｎｇ．．．ａｎｄ　ｆｒｉｄａｙｓ．．．ｅｎｇｉｎｅｅｒｉｎｇ　ｃｏｓｔ　ｄｅｃｉｓｉｏｎｓ．．．Am happy that i'll only need to attend school for 4 days instead of 5...but a big prob..i haven't fulfil my CE points...am still lacking of 12 points...duh..sian lo..should have chiong them in year one to save myself from unnecesary problems..duh..so as shown inthe timetable..the whatever lessn i am having are erm..can i say alien to me?...whatever..just hope they are simpler..ha ha~And my PP...don't know how am i suppose to start doing it..am i really to knock on the doors of companies and ask them questions...i don't mind knocking their doors but i do mind not knowing what questions to ask about...hmm...

Went out with the PBL Symposium registration team...to have dinner at Swenson Orchard with Stanley paying the bill..YEAH! Free dinner..hehex...We ate a total of $161 with 7 of us...Erm..hmm..he still looks the same..same funny looking him..ha ha...after that went jalan jalan with the rest and we forgot to take a photo with him...argh...ha ha..wth..

Important...

What is most imporatant to me?
MONEYNo doubt money cannot buy evrything but without it we can't get anything.so very true huh..money money money....that's what i think about evrey day for now...no more guys for the moment...someone asked me why must there be love?Or is it some other question??Can't remember...But i can only remember my answer...If there isn't any love, there wiouldn't be us...there wouldn't even be the human population..there might be only Adam and Eve....It's said that human evolved from apes...My question here...When is the other evolution going to take place and what is going to happen to the human population???Scientists said that there would be another ice age in i can't remember how many years later...Does this mean that this would be the end of the world?The answer..NOAssumng anoter evoltion would take place...then like what had happened before...the vice versa may happen..who knows...we may start evolving to become apes again....then this would really be called "The Ape Age"...or "Planet of Apes"...okay..i'm crapping again...kinda bored waiting for my drama to start and for the dumb dumb washing machine to finish spinning...it always take a freaking long time to finish spinning..and i'm hungry again..Nuff said..
Food search time
Ciaoz...

THE 10 MOST IMPORTANT THINGS

IN LIFE...


LOVE
The special feeling that makes you feel all warm and wonderful.

RESPECT
Treating others as well as you would like to be treated.

APPRECIATION
To be grateful for all the good things that life has to offer.

HAPPINESS
The full enjoyment of each moment. A smiling face!

FORGIVENESS
The ability to let things be without anger.

SHARING
The joy of giving without thought of receiving.

HONESTY
The quality of always telling the truth.

INTEGRITY
The purity of doing what's right, no matter what.

COMPASSION
The essence of feeling another's pain,while easing their hurt.

PEACE
The reward for living the 10 Most Important Things.

Thoughts of today...4/4/07

I'm bored...So very bored...Mum and dad going to Malaysia this month again on the 13th leaving me all alone in Sg...Good thing i still have him with me...At least that's what he said that accompanying me is not a problem for those few days...So why am i still not happy...Something is really not right with me huh...Gone were the days i get so excited even just receiving a simple msg from him...but now...his "i miss yous" makes no difference to me anymore...well..it might bea sign that my erm..."soul" wants to move o..so what makes me want to stay on??...my brain...my cuckoo brain..

Min ah min...i hope everything is well for you...don keep thinking about big head lar..think more of me..hee..at least i won't break your heart for sure...guys these days are..erm..hmm..u-know-what...don't have to spill out everything since from what you said, our thinkings almost the same...don't give up though..there's still this someone waiting for you out there...Hwaiting!

Schools starting soon...so sian...saw from my class roster that there's this guy called chuan ming....reminds me of yu xin's ah lao...same name..but i can't remember how he look like...The school fees this semester had this supplementary fee included...adding $88.25 more to my school fees..geez...sin half lo..

One quarter fish,three quarter duck..Random random...but do you understand what i'm tryng to piece out?THINK...One quarter Fish, three quarter dUCK...geddit????If u still don't...msn me..i'm random...can't be helped...need to fish out the thoughts that have been pushed to the back of my brain..so had better type them down before i totally forget about them...just in case i get the alzheimer's disease...no kidding...i tend to keep forgetting things nowdays...forgot all about the key i left at the door till this morning that very kpo neighbour auntie of mine bang the door like **** at 6 in the morning..can u imagine...i nearly splashed a bucket of water for making a dim early in the morning...spoiling my mood for the rest of the day...

AQUARIUS

Physical Appearance
Fair, tall, elegant and sturdy
A charming, oval face
The hair usually has a tinge of brown
The teeth may be defective
There may be a mole or scar on the calf muscle
Mental Attitude
Usually intelligent, you can see through the motives of a person. You have the ability to read the character of a person after a few meetings.
Blessed with a very high level of concentration and understanding, you can easily get to the root of any problem.
General Nature
The Aquarian woman can be quite rigid in her views. You make friends with a lot of difficulty, but once made, the friendship is sincere and forever.
You are definitely not the kind of person who will back-bite and work against your friends. True to your words and feelings, you are not only sincere in front of a person but also even in his absence.
Women born under this sign are drawn to meditation. You can be a loner and may lead an almost hermit-like existence at some stage in life.
As an Aquarian woman, you will also have a lot of interest in the material life. You may be inclined to accumulate a lot during your lifetime. But again, the present day woman may not actually identify in toto with the traits defined by the Zodiac astrology of yore.
You are a systematic and organised worker, but a bit slow. This is because you must get to the root of the concept before embarking on anything.
The strengths and weaknesses of an Aquarian woman are not read very easily. The world knows and understands only that what you want to make it understand!


Health
Infectious diseases, skin ailments, tooth troubles, tonsils and problems with leg muscles are some of the common problems women under this sign face.
You also have to protect yourself from excessive heat and cold. Take sufficient rest and exercise for a well-toned existence.
Money
Slow and steady in earning money, you can accumulate a lot of wealth through your talent and ambition. You will not run after wealth, but wealth shall follow you forever. You also have the ability to create organisations and develop innovative systems through which you can earn large incomes.
Though you will earn a lot, there is also the danger that you may get into the habit of cheating and deceiving those you deal with. Guard against this tendency or it could well lead to your downfall.
Romance And Sex Life
Aquarians seek refined and intelligent partners. Quite unassuming, you are not likely to boss over your partner. In fact, being a great student of human nature you will be able to exert a lot of control on your partner.
In romance, you start a bit late but pick up fast. You soon learn very ingenious way of getting to know men and can lead them on to a merry chase! This satisfies your ego. But, when you do make the final choice, it is with great care. Once you get serious with a man you will be totally devoted to him.
You will very rarely be jealous of other women.You will seldom have time for such thoughts, but if you find him insincere you can leave him without a second thought.
Not interested in sex for the sake of it, you can be led into it with a lot of patience.
Gentle rubbing on your calves and ankles makes you ecstatic.
Marriage
You marry late, but divorces are very rare with Aquarian women. Your marriage will be considered as a model marriage. One, you have the ability to see through your partner and decide accordingly. Secondly, you are generally very beautiful. You are endowed with a charm which keeps your husband tied down to you for eternity!
An Aquarian can handle her home and children in the most unconventional way.You may try strange combinations and arrangements and also make them look good.
You will be able to handle guests in a most remarkable manner and can hold forth on any subject on earth. You can converse with children as if you are one of them and you can talk to an eighty-year-old as if you are of the same age group.
Ideal Match
Men born in Leo, Gemini and Taurus signs are the ideal match for you.


Caution
A mood that fluctuates more easily than the weather can be your bane! You can sink from the heights of joy to the pits of depression. When on a high, you think the world is in your pocket and that you are a winner and shall remain a winner always. When in a pensive mood, you tend to think that there is no person more wronged as you have been, that you do not have a future... What you do and say during these irrational phases is what puts you in deep trouble.
You should control your moods. Keep yourself calm and do regular meditation. Develop faith in God and try to understand the law of Karma.
Lucky Days, Numbers And Colours
Thursdays, Fridays and Tuesdays are lucky for you.
3, 9, 2, 7 are your lucky numbers.
Yellow, red and white are your lucky colours.
Recommended Gemstones
Diamond, yellow sapphire and ruby are your lucky gemstones. The stones should be of a vibrant Aura and should not have been worn before. The weight of the stone should be decided as per your body weight and age.

April Fool's Day

Supposed to go for the class BBQ today at East Coast Park...but for some reason...i decided not to go last miute...even if it meant i have to pay for the food which i didn't get to eat...Seriously..i could have gone..but between my friends and my family...i chose the latter...

Thanks to Justin..for making my day...wking me up in the morning nd shocking me...i seriously hope it's not true...but if it is..can only say thank you and nothing else...

maybe i could blog about my Genting trip in detail...
Went to my bro house in Bt panjang the night before and stayed there for a few hours...woke up at 4.30 the next day and went off to Bt Panjang Plaza to take the us up to genting...Before setting off to the custom, we were brought to Discovery Centre to have our breakfast..nothing special...just a half-boiled egg and 3 kaya bread...den off we go to the custom...
The very first stop was Yong Peng where i saw this advertisement saying somehting like medicine for treating PILES...very innovative of the Malaysians to use the toilet as a place for advertisment but erm...i seriously don't see the need to go to this extent... the picture...

den off we go towards genting...the next stop was erm...hmm coulnd't rmb..but not impt...ha ha...i'm getting lazy here...maybe should stop..ha ha