Last Day of Sch...First Day of Holiday~~~~

Once again i got pissed of by our school of beloved facis...

Was feeling bad enough losing sleep last night and having that dumb dumb jam outside my house...

And i'm late for school...

AND....

I kena changed team.

Thanks ah...

Just because i'm the last one and you say you need 4 teams for today's activity i have to move house.

After i plugged in my adapter that is..

Speechless.....

A very not so vulgar complaint as compared to the previous one..

Don't be too disappointed..

I predict there's more to come.....

%#$^%$#

A very...

"NICE GUY.."

Dozing off during presentation..

How nice huh....

Presenting Mr Dao Tuan Duc from Vietnam

aka... Blake..

Sitting Straight....

*DOINK*

Ouh..And a very unglam pic of Dino eating ONION during Tong's birthday....

$$$ WOES....

I want my pay..

I want money...

I need to get new jeans..

My dumb dumb jeans de button come out..

And poor me have to use safety pin..

Grrr...

No money= No Jeans= No nid to wear = No need to go to work= No MONEY!!!!

AHHHHHH!!!!!!

How? How? How?

Skipped school again today...

REASON NO. 1- I overslept..

REASON NO. 2- I don like tt faci..

RESULT NO. 1 - Stoned at home the whole day

RESULT NO. 2 - Saved money on my meals...

RESULT NO. 3- He got angry with me...

I guess..

I simply don't get it..

What has me not going to school have to do with him?

For a moment i wondered if i was talking to my dad..

Even my dad wouldn't say "u want me to scold u izit"

Maybe i've been too sensitive..

Or maybe he really meant what he said..

But..Haix...

Whatever..

You gave me the feeling that something is wrong with your fmily

But u wouldn't say what..

I wouldn't probe then..

Since we've got no relation whatsoever..

It was my choice..

And i think i was right to make that choice..

To leave things as it is now..

And not go beyond the line..

Who know's..

Things might turn out very different after one big round?

We'll see.........

I've got a feeling...You'd get tired of me soon.... I'm prepared......

26th May 2008

I am so broke....

I wan my pay to come fast fast.......

Stupid module...stupid faci...and one stupid cuckoo..

Thanks ar...

U 2 idiots really "made my day"

KNN..

Stupid Faci...

Damn Bias la...

And it's Fvcking obvious can...

Are we not ur students too?!

And still dare say we copy 6P in an indirect way..

Don't beat around the bush lar~

Just say out lar!

FOREVER LIDAT

SACARSTIC FELLOW..

Save ur cheeky smiles la har...

IDIOT!

RAH!

Holis just next week..

And every STUPID WED have to go wad PENJURU....

Somewhere round Jurong..

Wa Piang...

I stay around central,north-east can..

Like travel until i go crazy and face someone..

Duh..

LIFE IS NOT FAIR!

#$%^I(*^%$#

I am so PISSED OFF........

The ICE-CREAM didn't help cool me..

NOT EVEN THE AIR CON....

I SO WAN TO KILL THAT MUTHER-F**KER...

IF U NO LONGER NEED IT SAY EARLIER!!!

#%$%&^*^%*&^%$!@$*&^%$*&^%$#%^&%$#

My life.....

I might not know what i want..

But i definitely know what i don't want...

I don't want to wait for 2 yrs for something that will never bloom..

Maybe i should just make things clearer..

But how on earth do i go about doing that?

It makes no sense to hang on...

Since I'm only half-way in, should i just let it go altogether..

Contradictions.....

IF only time could be turned back..

IF only i had been determined about my stand...

Perhaps things would come out different..

Allowing some things to happen does not equal to acceptance..

And i hope he understands that..

This is not LOVE my boy..

It's just a special mutual feeling between 2 people from 2 seperate worlds..

Age is a big barrier..

And the time awaiting to be wasted makes everything worse..

Maybe i really should gather the courage to clear the little misunderstandings..

But how do i go about that and not hurt u in the process?..

Are the hintings so not obvious?

You are not the one i want to walk with for the rest of my life...

And I'm Sorry....

May 15 2008...

Something is wrong with me..

But i don't know what's wrong..

How do i express myself...

How can i stop some things from ever happening?

Can i just give that up for the rest of my life?

Perhaps i could live better..And happier without it...

I'm bad....

I'm being a bad girl again..
I was supposedly..to stay at home and play with the kids on Saturday...
But i end up going to you-know-where...
Off i went with hw..
After having dinner at home and having headache over what's wrong with my webcam..
Wait for xx to come and off we go..
Something was seriously not right with her that night..
But she just wouldn't say..
But anyway..
Still went on in..

Was freaking SLEEPY at work already...
Nearly went crazy on the bus with hw..
2 sleepy heads on the bus...
1 dono-how-he-got-his -license bus driver
And another pathetic passenger...
Stpid driver zham break like $#%#$...
One of that guy's bag drop on the floor..
Can pick up from his seat don pick up...
Cross over to the front to pick it up..
The cuckoo driver starts moving and once again..Zham the damn break..
Pathetic guy's Slurpee..In a bag....spilled....
Dumbo...

Despite being a sleepy head and i gave my word...
Just go...
Inside...Met tt Orleng...
The story goes on as usual...
With xx damn high...
For the first time i see her like tt..
Really...GONE...
Whatever i expected happened after that...
What has the world become of...
And as for me..
Hmmm.....
It's a secret..
Shall prepare to go out tonight AGAIN..to the same old place...
Ciao...

MUSIX

He's all grown up~ :)

Nice nice nice

Very randomly looking for websites to browse through
and i came across my alumnus's website..
looking at the pictures, i recalled the happenings in the 5 yers of my secondary school life..
the good and bad...
the times in npcc though they were nothing fascinating..but were still part of my life.
the mass tins...cooking of maggi mee along the drains...
the forfeits we did...the drinking of very disgusting sardines with water in a 1.5litre bottle..

The school's website.... The students in the hall area during assembly...
Performances on stage....
The performers...most probably on Speech Day...
The HOD and principal...

The Mass tines...the maggi mee.....

The teachers......Esp Ms phang, the OC (did i rmb it correctly?!) and Ms lim...one of my english teachers... :)The uniform i once wore for 4 years...

The awards...Of which i had part in getting.. :)

All these memories are etched in my mind...

no matter how i hated going to school..i still think of the days every now and then..

how i wish i could go back now......

5th May 2008

I'm shattered..
I'm a walking zombie..
went Phuture AGAIN last saturday..
But no i didn't drink..much..only a shot..
And guess what..
I met a guy..with a very familiar name but with a totally diferent character...
BRIAN...another Mr. B...
This Mr B..has the lousiet pick-up lines ever..
It was a turn off...and i was hostile...
but i gave my number anyway.. after he asked a second time...
which girl would like a guy to tap on her shoulder only to be introduced to a guy who say he's gay and this guy beside him is his gay partner?
He called himself gay boy...the idiotic crzy person and jerk..
he said it all and i said nothing..
i didn't even think much about it..
but it was wierd..
hw was rite to say he's damn cliche.
and Mr B...
like thanks for the peck on the cheeck before running away..leaving ur gay partner a little too shocked to react...
what a partner u are..
i'm seriously very restless..
and i've been behving like a cuckoo in school..
making a whole lot of people (to be exact, the girls) laugh at me..
but it's ok..
making a fool out of myself is better than having people talk behind my back if i were to lose my temper.. :)
will sleep really early tonight before i die of exhaustion...
i mean not die but faint.....
i'm soooooooooooooooo tired.....
last sat is the last time i'm gg clubbing at least for this mth..
no more for the rest of the month..
please leave me alone??!! XD
And just in case one or two person who happens to be related to me is reading this..
i'm a good girl..
not a loose girl..
i know my limits
i know what to and what not to do.. :)
CIAOZ..

3rd May 2008

I'm suppose to be sleeping at this time...

Cox i've got work tml...

Nothng much to update about...

The nite at Phuture was....

Horrible...

Shouldn't have gone...

Just talking bout my "experience" after that was bad enough..

Cannot get a cab AT ALL...

All these people (majority guys somemore) seeing one pathetic girl standing at the road side trying to flag a cab..

And what did they do?

They snatched my cab....$##%$#^%$

Where the hell did all the gentlemen go??!!

I guess i was right about guys...

The good guys are all dead...

It was 5+ goig on 6 in the morning

And i was freaking sleepy plus hungry and i can't get a freaking cab to go home..

And heaven has to add on to my miseries at this point of time..

Why does he have to rain of all times..

I looked like some crazy women walking back to the bus stop after getting all those mosquitoe bites andwith all the rain giving me a free shower...

I really felt like SHIT...

shouldn't have gone

I swear i'd never go on a public holiday ever...

Unless there's someone with private transport...

Reached home at 7+..

Didn't even manage to sleep a lot and this someone hs to call and ask me a stupid question..

Who's ths person isn't important though..

Seriously it isn't my day these 2 days..

I pulled myself to school today

Just like a walking zombie...

Cannot think straight and cannot even absorb what the problem statement was talking about...

Thank you uncle Yong Hao Ren for telling me what to do and summarizing for me..

Though i bully u quite alot but u got back at me by suaning me already..

And u know i love you...*winks*like what u always said.........

To thank you...

I should post up a better looking picture of you to show ur hamsom face...

you ad ur so-called killer smile..

But i doubt u'd see it anyway...

Should be sleeping already..

Don't want to risk allowing u another chance to say i look horrible..