Everythings gone...
Gave up my boyfriend
Gave up my job..
Lost in life...
In a life hell full of debts..
I miss someone like seriously..
But i guess i was just a toy to him..
Fell for the wrong person and giving up the right one..
I'm just a bitch..
Had a boyfriend who loved me whole heartedly..
But i fooled around after the break up..
I'm a butterfly..
As what he said..
We are just not meant to be...
I had no regrets though...
Only thing is..
I'm wrong to hurt him like that..
And i'm remourseful..
Just hope he could think and turn for the better..
There's no turning back right now..
And i have no intention to turn back..
At least anytime soon..
As for the bunch of jerks....
As they are labeled as..
Are just to kill my time...
They are just nothing..
Probably the few that showed "care and concern"
Whether just faking or are real..
Could continue to be friends..
The rest..
Seriously..
Fuck off...
Going for a few interview tomorrow..
Hopefully i can start afresh and get out of this shit soon...
I've got sleeping company tommorrow.. :)
Hopefully nothing will happen between us..
He's the exact clone of me..
Same mindset..
Same shit life we went through..
But he's more cheerful..
Unlike me..
Negative Minded...
Hopefully he could enlighten me and brighten my life a little..
Shall move on to update my online business now.... :)
Which i hope could pick up...
penna was here
