So Sian

N level finish liao..Now hab to chong my work to earn more money..But can't seem to find another one leh...I now working in Sakura.Family Restaurant...At Ginza Plaza de...To and fro de transport fee already $2 liao...If everyday lidat i sure loose alot of money de...Now i tell tt woman tt i work for her 3 days a wk..Monday,Thursday and Friday...Dono the time..And dono she gip me $4/hr or $5/hr...I hope she gip me $5/hr lor...But lidat not enuf lor...I now lookin for another job to work for the other 3 days...Tuesday,Wednesday and Saturday...Dono whether can find anot..If not i'll quit my current job at the nd of the mth den i look for another job b4 hand...Lidat i can save a lot of money liao....

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How many ppl in a thousand can keep away from diseases lyk heart attack n others...I believe only one tenth of them is able to do that...Can u do tt??? I can't...I doubt i'm still as healthy as before...Haix...I whet to the polyclinic tt afternoon and took my blood test...The doc said it may be 'Thyroid' or wadever u spell it...It may cause death even...But no matter wad..Had to wait till nxt wk den can get the report...I lost 2kg..And i feel hot even when i'm in the air con room..These 2 r the symtoms..Haix...I understand tt a few or even no one wld c this...But i hab no one to tok to...Others noe abt tis thingy..But i wun n will nv allow them to c me sufferin...Coz i don wan them to worry...Do u care???If u r the one who hate me n wishing to c me die...Ur wish may b cumin true...Happy? I noe i shld b more positive...But i can't help it...Writin off for now..N level cumin...TaTa...

PrElIm dE rEsUlT...

SuBjEcT-mArK-oVeRaLl mArK-bAnD
EnGlIsH- 53.8 - 54 -5
ChInEsE-66.0-66-3
MaThS-64-64-4
ScIeNcE(PhY,BiO)-53.5-54-5
CoMbInEd hUmAnItIeS(SS,GeO)-50.0-50-5
ArT-24.0-24-U
cMe---C

Total:312/600
Percentage:52.0

Remarks: Penny is a rather quiet girl.She needs to be more interactive during class activites.
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Sian ar...Zailani hor...Seldom c me tok say i quiet...Can u believe it???When i tok he's nbot ard...Gd oso lar is not he sure scold me...PTC tt day funny sia..He veli gd leh..He nv say bad things abt me sia...Miracle sia...He say i got inferior complex...I do feel tt i'm not good enuf lar..Tt's true but they say until i wan to cry sia...Don care abt tt liao...Now veli sian..Finish the whole tub of walls ice-cream...Now nth to eat liao...veli tried sia..Monday Chinese de n level exam...3 papers...wait until siao...Tuesday ish Social studies...Heng ar i nv study Switzerland..If not i sure cry until lyk hell..Xin they all got memorise...Gd thing i cldn't b bothered abt switzerland..Merger i nv really study but heng lar...oso nv cum out..heeheehee,..Sri Lanka came out..wa liew..Zailani nv tell us sia...Nv study oso....

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tOdAy PTC aR...sIaN aR...zAiLaNi aR...wA lAo...tIs mOrNiNg gOt sOcIaL sTuDiEs dE XtRa lEsSoN sUmMoRe...wA lAo eH...hE hOr sAy 8.00 to 9.30 dE lOr bUt dEn sAy mAy eXtEnD tIlL 10.00...LyK tT oK lOr...bUt hE eXtEnD tIlL 10.30 LeH....WuN dIe sItTiNg tErE bUt mY bUtT bCuM nUmB aR...2hRs...dIaOz....CaN sUm1 sAvE mY bUtT??AiYo...pTc 3.20 sIa gD tHiNg qUiTe eArLy iF NoT hAb tO wAiT 8.00 wIlL dIe dE lEh...hAiZ...bUt y cAn'T tHe PTC b iN e MoRnInG lEh....dOn lYk tO gO oUt iN tHe aFtErNoOn...i lIkE tO sTaY aT hM bEtTeR...nO nId tO gO UnDeR sUn..nO nId tO sWeAt LikE sIao...
HaIz..gO bOnG bOnG LiAo....oN mY wAy tO hElL lIaO.....TaTa.....

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mY nEpHeW pIc3 

mY nEpHeW pIc2 

My nEpHw pIc1 

mOoDs...

I wAs tOlD u hAb a gF..wEtHeR iZiT tRuE oR iZiT fAlSe...i rEaLlY dOn wIsH tO nOe...wAd I cAn dO..i hAb aLReAdY dOnE wAd i cAn dO...iF i tElL u pPl i'm oK..i'M oBvIoUsLy lyInG...i'M hUrT...aGaIn...i'M aFrAiD tO fAlL fOr gUyS aLrEaDy...cAn sUm1 rEaLlY hElp mE??i cAn't gO oN lYk tIs...i"m sCaReD..i lOsT cOnFiDeNce...i cAn'T tRuSt gUyS mUcH nOw...wAd cAn i dO??i cAn't do anithing.....i'm tired..i'm really tired...i don wan to carry on lyk this...tears r nearly drying up...i'm pleadin wif all of u....cAn u juz help me......

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I hate when you make me laugh.
Even worse,
When you make me cry.
I hate it when you're not around,
and the fact that you didn't call.
But mostly I hate the wayI don't hate you.
Not even close,
Not even a little bit,
Not any at all.

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Love...Love...Love

Notice me
Take my hand
Why are weStrangers when
Our love is strong
Why carry on without me?

Everytime I try to fly
I fall without my wings
I feel so small
I guess I need you baby
And everytime I see you in my dreams
I see your face, it's haunting me
I guess I need you baby

I make believe
That you are here
It's the only way
I see clear
What have I done
You seem to move on easy

At night I pray
That soon your face
Will fade away

I may have made it rain
Please forgive me
My weakness caused you pain
And this song is my sorry~
love you..love you..love you...