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Givin up is an option,
Not a must...
Regret is a may not,
Not a must not...
Meetin sum1 is fate,
Not destiny...
Fallin fer sum1 is natural,
Not man-made...
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Y is it dat human hab to go thru relationships?And y is it dat none of mine end up the way i had wished it to?I'm beginnin to lose confidence in such things though i fall fer 1 easily...haiz....dono wad to say la...
Exam cummin le..still can't study....HAIZ~~~ So frustrated ar~~~~~

.+.NeW mTh's ResOlUtIoN.+.

haiz...hab been lyka "hua chi" for the past few mths...finally hab a decision le... rather den sinkin deeper in to dat shit...decided to cum out le...to GIVE UP! haiz... wonder how long i'll take to cum out of this stupid mess i've made... wonderin y i made this choice?? I'm nt sure if i made the right choice to gip up..but i'm sure if i don get out now..i'll go boonkers sooner or later~ If a person hab u in his or her heart,he or she will surely make the effort to at least contact u no matter how bz he or she is..rite? 1wk plus..nt even a msg..wth man... make me feel lyk an idiot..make me feel lyk a puppet bein toyed wib...damn sian lo...dono izit my life is lidat or by pure coin cidence dat all guys i mit r lidat... i'm kinda used to b toyed by guys but i juz can't let go easily...mayb it's my stupid prob ba...i fall fer sum1 easily but i can't realli let go...Sian ar... Gd thing is i wun c him for the next 2 wks since i'm not workin... but juz how long will i take to heal my wound this time round... seems lyk i always nid 2 yrs to totaly heal~haiz...is fate toyin me oso?... haiz... chou nan ren...seems lyk wadever he had done..cnt b undone le...gd thing is dat at least there is a limit to wad he does..if nt..haiz...
Anyway..dat stupid,idiotic,stinking,act cute buay cute,sickening,pinkyman..Boris called me juz now...wtf sia...ask me whether i can work today anot...siao eh...tink i superwoman ar..no nid do hmwork de ar...he use dat..e e e e...sissy voice of his n "sai nai,sai nai" so er xin!!! yucks..thinkin of dat voice make me wan to vomit out my dinner out~my chicken wing!!! omGosh! Yuckie man~juz can't stand him... Wonder y Auntie Wendy say he handsome leh~~~ Mayb generation gap ba..but no nid so BIG gap ba?! haiz..wdever la...nth to type le la....