Friday, August 22, 2008

The little voice in me...

I am SO very TIRED!
GeeZ!
I tot i'd be like rotting fot the whole of my holiday..
But looks like i'm wrong..
So.. VERY WRONG!!!
My whole holiday is PACKED...
I wonder if i could take it...
I'm so sorry to my boy that i have to work and neglect him..
But i can't help it..
Can't bring myself to turn down...
It's money ya know!!!
It's like something that we all MUST have..
I think i'm kinda scared of living a life full of monetary difficulties...
And that's why...
Boy...If only you could save?
I guess if you could i wouldn't be forcing myself to work...
Don't get the wrong idea..
I am NOT supporting my boyfriend..
I just needed money to pay my brother..
And of course..
Save money...
Grrr...
For wht you must be thinking...
Just to prepare myself if..
I mean IF...
One day i end up being all lone..
Not having a man who wants to marry me... (like duh..now what era already...)
I would have my own savings and do what ever i like.. :)
Tomorrow work at Bishan then 2 days off...
Before i embark on my sibeh tedious schedule...
Non-stop from Monday..(the 25th) all the way till 2nd Sept...
9 days right..
No big deal right..
Think of it..
A person with lots of health problems like me..
Hmm..
I wonder if i can really take it..
I'm no longer the 16year old who can one shot work all the way without even resting..
YES..
I'm old.. :(
It's sad but it's fact and i accept that fact..
Grrr....
Let's see...
25th- Junction 8...Packing up of the counter...
26th-Century Square...Travel till my butt open...
27th-Bugis Junction...Go there kill mosquito..If there is..Zz..
28th to 31st-COMEX Fair..Suntec City...Wonder if it'd be fun... Duh..
!st and 2nd not too sure whre i'm working YET...
Probably Tampines again...Baahhh....
3rd..School Re-opens..
SIAN AH!
1 more semester to go before i can get out of school completely....
Grrr....
As much as i hated school...
I think i'd miss schooling life..
Don't get me wrong..
My schooling life as in the very seng nang life in poly...
The fun times i had in secondary school...
The laughters..The talks...The "Chalet"...
I hereby pronounce.....
I miss school..
Awww....
I know..i sound fake..And i'm talking to myself again..
Baaaaaahhhhh~

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