I HATE PMS-ING!!!

I broke down again..

In school..

Hadn't want to let it flow till darling gave me a hug..

And i cannot hold back anymore...

I just wanted to let everything out....

But i didn't cry like someone died though.

Broke down very silently...

Thanks darling for being there when i needed someone..

Boy's coming over for dinner tml since my niece and nephew are staying over...

For the sake of my niece he's coming to my house..

Do u like me or my niece?

Or are u thinking of having your own kid so much that u laid ur eyes on my sweetie..

Boy's mum booked to watch Money no Enough 2 on Sunday...

With her and Jolene and the 2 of us..

The good...

Free movie...

The bad...

Gooseberries...and my freaking bad mood...

Should be round 3+ on sunday..

I've got like most of my Sunday's not occupied this August...

Should i just put the rest of the sundys back to work?

I seriously need money..

I haven't paid bck my bro..

And with a boyfriend who sees money like water...

The more i should work hrder..

To save money for myself without him knowing..

I tired to..

But failed..

Can't bear to see him go hungry..

That's me..

Too soft hearted..

I should really hardened abit..

Girls should have their own private savings..

Guys nowadays may not even earn enough to support themselves so..

yea..

not trying to say all guys are like that..

But that's the real life situation now..

better to be safe than sorry..

Am stitching something for him...

But depending on my mood..

I might or might not give it to him.

He know's about this thing but i wouldn't show him the picture..

Depending on how he fares..

Make me angry..

*Snip..

There goes my hardwork and into the rubish bin..

Yes..

I am that guai lan...

That's like my nickname already since young....

haven't eaten anything since i left school after presenting...

never even stay for UT..

Stomach is growling but i simply don't feel like eating...

I HATE PMS-ING!!!