Just another day..

I am soooooo tired....

I used to think that maybe i could get use to living all alone..

But i guess i was wrong about it...

These few days my parents are not round..

And when i step into the dark and empty house..

I have this very lonely feeling inside me..

Perhaps i was wrong about having that thinking...

It should be time to re-think.. :)

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Lovelorn...Thanks for being my listening "ear" when i have these whole chunk of problems stuck to my brains and i can't tell anyone else...

As for her...I guess we are all at our wits end..Even she is having problems trying to reach a decision..

It's understandable since we've somehow been through almost the same things..

But the main problem is...Making choices...

She doesn't know how to make a choice and doesn't want to force herself to make a decision..

She doesn't think she is selfish...

To her...She needs a companion..

He's been out of the country for the past few months and that was why she found herself these life buoys..

But from what we see....She isn't just treating this guy as a life buoy..

She fell for him already..

And she's stuck in between..

One is a guy whom she thinks she can live together for the rest of her life even though their feelings have faded...

Another is a guy whom she sees their future as blurry..

That's the reason why she can't make a choice..And she did mention to me that both of the guys dotes on her...

I guess there's nothing we can do now...The rest is all up to her..

I just hope she'd get out of this thing soon...

And as for my marriage to what you called my-sai-nai-cute-bf....

STILL A LONG WAY TO GO LA!

Haha...

There's no way i'm going to wear that wedding gown unless that boy's thinking gets matured nd he had enough of fun...

Running around every weekend..

And me..

Staying home while he have fun..

Shan't force things la..

We'll see how everything goes..

Who knows.. Maybe not us...But you be the one to wear tht gown first...Hee hee hee :)

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Work work work these few days...

Grr..Tiring...

Commission soooo pathetic...

Haix...

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He should be comng over for dinner tomorrow..

If he could book out.

If not...I'd be all alone again...

:) Ciaoz..