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Fark fark fark....RAH!!!!!So angry...Stupid Lappy died on me AGAIN!!!So much for me wasting my time going to IBP and collect and fancy me walking undering the freaking scorching sun back to Jurong East MRT station only to find that there was another shorter route to the station...And tahnks so much for making me sit ONE WHOLE DAY at IT Helpdesk installing everything only have my hardware malfunctioning AGAIN today...Heng my UT already over den lidat...But i have like 2 more UTs to go lar....Fark sia...Damn angry.... Stupid day....Freak...Sian arh~!!!Today Enterprise don do wad oso....don understand...de-moralize liao lar~~Suay suay suay....Ask for Sambal chicken rice just now during break and they end up dono give me what....fark lar~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~`~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
I'm so FARKING FED UP!!!!!!

Lalala~~~

Finally got back my lappy le~So happy...Ha ha ha...Acer de staff told me dat the hardware don't have 80GB de liaoso they use the 100GB one for me..ha ha~~i Zhuan dao lar~Hee..But sian lo...have to reinstall the VPN and VB...If not cannot connect internet in school...Plus this wed got UT...sian..haix...Think tml will have to spend the whole day at IT helpdesk liao lo....sian


Saw S.H.E at work at Taka last saturday...Went out for lunch about to send ah loong back to Paragon with Junli and Samantha when dono who call samantha and say S.H.E at our counter...They run back like siao la....And me like abnormal...walk damn slowly...ha ha...call me sort or wad..but i think it's no big deal lo...it's not that i don't like them la...But i not those "fen si"...macham worship them..it's not like they have 3 heads and 6 limbs lo..ha ha...they are just...normal people with special careers...thats all!... ha ha...that day work till 6.30 went to have dinner with Sam and junli and den go home liao....My brother came back from Italy that day oso..poor thing sia..when we all are sleeping he's widely awake...still trying to adjust back to Singapore time...plus jetlag..poor thing..


Yst went Chinatown with my parents and third brother and his wife...Went to find my aunt and had free bak koot teh for dinner..ha ha...sorry to the customers who didn't get to eat thanks to us finishing the last few bowls of bak koot teh...hee...

....

I'm so sian...My lappy harware malfunction...brought to acer to have it repaired but have to wait for a few days...For now...can only borrow school de lappy but damn troublesome lar...evryday have to borrow...everyday muz return...but the good thing is no nid bring to school den bring home again..haha...blessing in disguise..but the IBM lappy is farking lousy...I'm not saying IBM is bad but this lappy dat i borrowed is like..duh...Updating for the past few days...

...21st January...
My brother bought me an ice-cream cake from Swenson and ordered the 933 Golden Pillow...It's just curry wrapped up using loti...ha ha..but its quite nice to eat...den after dat we played majhong!!!Erm...but i like lost money...Ha ha..but was fun...suppose to meet my man at nite den after 12.30 lidat den we both go back to our own homes..but end up he pyscho me go JB with him...Spent the nite at his JB home and watched Blood Diamond at Pelangi...Damn cheap lar~~RM16 for 2 tickets...which is ard 4 sg dollars...Woots~But the show is like..erm.. boring...ha ha...actually is not bad la...but we both very tired so end up nearly sleeping there...hee...the show end s at 12.00 ....just nice...den happy b'dae to me la....den went home orh orh..but whole nite i nv sleep..the whole nite i hear him snore..den kena squashed by him..macham bei gui ya...den the next morning chiong back to sch cox gt UT...

...22nd January...My birthday...Walk to school with him..but halfway he nid to walk the other way home..so bubai...and no nid to say wad we did.. :P
Late for UT...But heng still got time to finish...i think i finished...But damn suay....Lappy hang like shit....dono whether got upload anot...but heng end up can upload...phew...but after coming back from my first break...saw my lappy i ji tao sian....my screen b'come blue and its written ther "HARDWARE MALFUNCTION"...knn de suay...rah~den the whole day i did nothing....second break my classmates bought me a cake and a gift to celebrate my b'dae....hee..gan dong...but seriously they all the whole day gui gui sui sui wan den i already guess wad they will do liao lo...ha ha...sorry to whoever in my class who read this.. :P ...but still happy lar...junli and my other colleagues bought me a glass bottle and filled it up with oreo cereal and m'n'm chocolates...ha ha...hee...after school met Yi tong, yoke pian and jie ying for dinner..they treat me..ha ha...i good ger lar...don ka them...so told them we go eat zhu caho jiu hao..but i wan eat stingray!!ha ha...love the bbq stingray..ha ha...my fav!hee..i love to eat..hee..

...23rd January...Din go to school but went acer to repair my lappy..hmm...did nothing the whole day lo..ha ha...
ENDZ~~

Does your name start with.....

Does your name begin with: A
U are not particularly romantic, but you are interested in action.You
mean business. With you, what you see is what you get.You have no
patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying
to be coy, cute, demure, and subtly enticing. You are an up-front
person. You often don't get hints & you ever pass any. Brains turn you
on. You must feel that your partner is! intellectually stimulating,
otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You
require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being
appreciated. Your mate's physical attractiveness is important for you.
You tend to be very Practical, & not very emotional Your choices are
very good & can only lead to trouble. You are very self satisfied &
egoistic.


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Does your name begin with: B
You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced,
wined, and dined. You are very happy to receive gifts as an expression
of the affection of your lover. You want to be pampered and know how
to pamper your mate. You are private in your expression of
endearments, and particular when it comes to love. You will hold off
until everything meets with your approval. You can control your
appetite & feelings. You require new sensations and experiences. You
are willing to experiment.


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Does your name begin with: C
You are a very social individual, and it is important to you to have a
relationship. You require closeness and togetherness. You want the
object of your affection to be socially acceptable and good-looking.
You see your lover as a friend and companion. You are very sensual,
Needing someone to appreciate and almost worship you. When this cannot
be achieved, you have the ability to hold out on affection until you
receive this.. You are an expert at controlling your desires and doing
without.


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Does your name begin with: D
Once you get it into your head that you want someone, you move full
Steam ahead in your suit. You do not give up your quest easily. You
are nurturing and caring. If someone has a problem, this turns you on.
You are highly passionate, loyal, and intense in your involvement's,
sometimes possessive and jealous. You are very sharp & talented often
with sense of humour. When people bother to look deep inside they
cannot resist what they see. You are stimulated by the eccentric and
unusual, having a free and open attitude. You get jealous of other
people and lose your temper .


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Does your name begin with: E
Your greatest need is to talk. If your date is not a good listener,
you have trouble relating. A person must be intellectually stimulating
or you are not interested sexually. You need a friend for a lover and
a companion You hate disharmony and disruption, but you do enjoy a
good argument once in a while-it seems to stir things up. You flirt a
lot, for the challenge is more important. But once you give your heart
away, you are uncompromisingly loyal. You will fall asleep with a good
book. sometimes, in fact, you prefer a good book to a lover)


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Does your name begin with: F
You are idealistic and romantic, putting your lover on a pedestal. You
look for the very best mate you can find. You are a flirt, yet once
committed, you are very loyal. You are sensuous and privately
passionate. Publicly, you can be showy, extravagant, and gallant. You
are a born romantic. Dramatic love scenes are a favourite fantasy past
time. You can be a very generous lover.
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Does your name begin with: G

You are fastidious, seeking perfection within yourself and your lover.
You respond to a lover who is yourintellectual equal or superior, and
one who can enhance your status. You are sensuous and know how to
reach the peak of stimulation, because you work at it meticulously.
You can be extremely active-never tiring out. Your duties and
responsibilities take precedence over everything else. You may have
difficulty getting emotionally close to people.
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Does your name begin with: H

You seek a mate who can enhance your zest for life ,fun & everything
You seek for. You will be very generous to your lover once you have
Attained a commitment. You are very affectionate & very strong. Your
gifts are actually an investment in your partner. Before the
commitment, though, you tend to be very careful with your every move
and equally cautious in your involvement's often as you believe that
you have to look out for yourself. You are a sensual and patient
lover. You will hold off till everything meets your full approval. You
are a perfectionist, hard to satisfy and strong in your beliefs. Not
influential, you always stand your ground. People can always count on
you to stand by them in a crisis. You are a dreamer with/ a passion
for life.


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Does your name begin with: I (mran)
You have a great need to be loved, appreciated... even worshiped. You
enjoy luxury, sensuality, and pleasures of the flesh. You like necking
spend hours just touching feeling & exploring. You look for lovers who
know what they are doing. You are not interested in an amateur, unless
that amateur wants a tutor. You are fussy and exacting about having
your desires satisfied. You are willing to experiment and try new
modes of expression. You bore easily and thus require adventure and
change. Your commitments don't last very long & you often tend to
stray. Loyalty is not one of your strong points. You are more sensual
than sexual, but you are sometimes downright lustful.


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Does your name begin with: J
You are blessed with a great deal of physical energy. When used for a
good cause there is nothing to stop you, except maybe that they aren't
always used for the good. (you could dance all night.) You respond to
the thrill of the chase and the challenge of the mating game.You can
carry on great romances in your head. At heart you are a roamer and
need to set out on your own every so often. You will carry on long-
distance relationships with ease. You are idealistic and need to
believe in love. You have a need to be nurtured deep within.


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Does your name begin with: K
You are secretive, self-contained, and shy. You are very sexy,
sensual, and passionate, but you do not let on to this. Only in
intimate privacy will this part of your nature reveal itself. When it
gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an expert. You know all the
little tricks of the trade, can play any role or any game, and take
your love life very seriously. You don't fool around. You have the
patience to wait for the right person to come along. You are very
generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind-natured & sweet, which
is found to be attractive by many. You are a good friend.


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Does your name begin with: L
You can be very romantic, attached to the glamour of love. Having a
partner is of paramount importance to you. You are free in your
expression of love and are willing to take chances, try new sexual
experiences and partners, provided it's all in good taste. Brains turn
you on. You must feel that your partner is intellectually stimulating,
otherwise you will find it difficult to sustain the relationship. You
require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know that you're being
appreciated. "You require loving, cuddling, wining, and dining to know
that you're being appreciated ".


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Does your name begin with: M
You may appear innocent, unassuming and shy; but we know that
Appearances can lie. When it comes to sex, you are no novice but
something of a skilled technician. You can easily go to extremes,
though, running the gamut from insatiability to boredom with the whole
idea of love. You can be highly critical of you mate, seeking
perfection in both of you. It is not easy to find someone who can meet
your standards. You have difficulty expressing emotions and drawing
close to lovers. You are often selfish, thinking you are always right
no matter what. You never give in. Winning is your prime desire- at
any cost. You often forget friends and family and you live for the
moment.


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Does your name begin with: N
You are emotional and intense. When involved in a relationship, you
Throw your entire being into it. Nothing stops you; there are no holds
barred. You are all-consuming and crave someone who is equally
passionate and intense. You believe in total freedom. You are willing
to try anything and everything. Your supply of energy is
inexhaustible. You want to be pampered and know how to pamper your
mate. You also enjoy mothering your mate. You often have the greatest
love affairs all by yourself, in your head. You are very imaginative.


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Does your name begin with: O
You are very interested in fun activities yet secretive and shy about
your desires. You can re-channel much of your energy into making money
and/or seeking we. You can easily have extended periods of celibacy.
You are a passionate, compassionate lover, requiring the same
qualities From your mate. Love is serious business; thus you demand
intensity, diversity and is willing to try anything or anyone.
Sometimes your passions turn to possessiveness, which must be kept in
check.


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Does your name begin with: P
You are very conscious of social proprieties. You wouldn't think of
Doing anything that might harm your image or Reputation. Appearances
count. Therefore, you require a good-looking partner. You also require
an intelligent partner. Oddly enough, you may view your partner as
your enemy...a good fight stimulates those vibes. You are relatively
free of hang- ups.You are willing to experiment and try new ways of
doing things.You are very social and sensual; you enjoy flirting and
need a good deal of physical gratification.


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Does your name begin with: Q
You require constant activity and stimulation. You have tremendous
physical energy. It is not easy for a partner to keep up with you. You
are an enthusiastic lover and tend to be attracted to people because
of their ethnic groups. You need romance, hearts and flowers, and
conversation to turn you on and keep you going.


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Does your name begin with: R
You are a no-nonsense, action-oriented individual. You need someone
who can keep pace with you and who is your intellectual equal-the
smarter the better. You are turned on more quickly by a great mind
than by a great body. However, physical attractiveness is not very
important to you. You have to be proved to be worthy for a partner.
You have a need to prove yourself the best. You want feedback on your
performance. You are open, stimulating & romantic.


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Does your name begin with: S
For you, it is pleasure before business. You can be romantically
idealistic to a fault and is capable of much sensuality. But you never
loose control of your emotions. Once you make the commitment you stick
like glue. You could get jealous and possessive. You tend to be very
selfish often regarding yourself as the only human being on the
planet.. You like being the centre of attention. You are very caring
sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. Turned on by soft lights,
romantic thoughts. When it gets down to the nitty-gritty, you are an
expert. You know all the little tricks of the trade, can play any
role, or any game, and take your love life very seriously. You don't
fool around. You have the patience to wait for the rightperson to come
along. You are very generous & giving, often selfless. You are kind
nature & sweet which is found to be attractive by many. You are a good
friend.


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Does your name begin with: T
You are very sensitive, private & sometimes very passive. You like
someone who takes the lead. You get turned on by music, soft lights &
romantic thoughts. You fantasize & tend to fall in & out of love soon.
When in love you are romantic, idealistic, mushy & extremely. You
enjoy having your senses & your feelings stimulated, titillated &
teased. You are a great flirt. You can make your relationships fit
your dreams, all in your own head. Once you put your mind to something
you manage to stand by it and see your dreams through. You aren't very
good at expressing your feelings. You like things your own way. You do
not like change, you like to hold on to things. This may not always be
good because if given an opportunity things may develop into great
things. You work your way to the top. Attention must be given to what
others say because even though you don't want to hear it their advice
may turn out to save your life. !


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Does your name begin with: U
You are enthusiastic & at your happiest when in love. When not in love
you're in love with love and always looking for someone to adore. You
see romance as challenge. You are a roamer & needs adventure,
excitement freedom. You enjoy giving gifts & looking good. You are
willing to put others feelings above yours.


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Does your name begin with: V
You are individualistic & you need freedom, space & excitement. You
wait till you know someone well before committing yourself. Knowing
someone means psyching her/him out. You feel a need to get into
his/her head to see what makes him tick. You are attracted to
eccentric types. You believe that age is no barrier. You are good at
responding to danger, fear & suspense.


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Does your name begin with: W
You are very proud, determined & refuses to take no for an answer when
it come to love. Your ego is at stake all the time. You are romantic,
idealistic, often in love with love itself, not seeing your partner
for who she or he really is. You feel deeply about love & tends to
throw all of your self into a relationship. Nothing is too good for
your lover. You like playing love games.


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Does your name begin with: X
You need constant stimulation because you get bored quickly. You can
handle more than 1 relationship at a time with ease. You can't shut
off your mind. You can do 2 things at once. You are very talented.


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Does your name begin with: Y
You are sensual & very independent. If you can't have it your way, you
will forget the whole thing. You want to control your relationships
which doesn't work out too well. You respond to physical stimulation.
However if you can make money you will give up the pleasures of the
flesh for the moment. You have a need to prove yourself the best. You
want feedback on your performance. You are open, stimulating &
romantic.


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Does your name begin with: Z
You are very romantic but show feels that to love means to suffer. You
wind up serving your mate & attracting people who have unusual
trouble. You see yourself as a lover's saviour.

>>>>How can i make my relationship work?...

Purely advice...Don hit me..


Communication is paramount in learning to make a relationship work. Try having one night of the week where you take time out of your busy schedules to have communication time. During this time you can talk about what concerns you are having within the relationship and brainstorm what you plan to do about it. A relationship is a two way street and by learning to communicate and plan accordingly, it can make the inevitable rough patches just a little bit easier to handle.



The main point is that it takes two.

Adapted from an email...

January...

>> > >>>> >JANUARY=GORGEOUS
>> > >>>> >Drop dead gorgeous!!!Attractive
>> > >>>>
>> >personality.Very!
>> > >>>> >sexy.Affectionate & Secretive.
>> > >>>> >Naturally
>> > >>>> >honest,
>> > >>>> >generous and
>> > >>>>sympathetic.Chatterbox!
>> > >>>> >Loves to
>> >
>>>> >talk alot! Loves to get their way! .
>> > >>>> >Unbelievable
>> > >>>> >kisser! Easily angered. Very stubborn
>> > >>>> >in
>> > >>>> >the most
>> > >>>> >way possible! Loves to get noticed!
>> > >>>> >Willing to take
>> > >>>> >risks for others. Makes good choices.
>> > >>>> >Has
>> > >>>> >a great
>> > >>>> >fashion sense! Maybe a little too
>> > >>>> >popular
>> >
>> >>>> >with
>> > >>>> >others * wink wink*. Outgoing and crazy
>> > >>>> >at
>> > >>>>
>times!
>> > >>>> >Intelligent. Can sometimes be a
>> > >>>> >heartbreaker! Can
>> > >>>> >love as much as possible! Hates
>> > >>>> >insults.
>> > >>>> >Loves
>> > >>>> >compliments! A very big flirt!
>> > >>>> >Trustworthy.
>> > >>>> >Appreciative and returns kindness. The
>> > >>>> >best in bed
>> > >>>> >out of MFE these months!! Hardly shows
>> > >>>> >emotions. Tends to bottle up feelings.
>> > >>>> >Observant
>> > >>>> >and assesses others.

February...

>> > >>>> >FEBRUARY=SMARTS
>> > >>>> >Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and
>> > >>>> >abstract.
>> > >>>> >Intelligent and clever. Changing
>> > >>>> >personality.
>> > >>>> >Attractive. sexiest out of everyone.A
>> > >>>> >real
>> > >>>> >speed
>> > >>>> >demon.
>> > >>>> >Has more than one best friend.
>> > >>>> >Temperamental. Quiet,
shy and humble.
>> > >>>> >Honest
>> > >>>> >and loyal. Determined to reach goals.
>> > >>>>
>> >Loves
>> > >>>> >freedom. Rebellious when restricted.
>> > >>>> >Loves
>> > >>>> >aggressiveness. Too sensitive and
>> > >>>> >easily
>> > >>>> >hurt.
>> > >>>> >Gets angry really easily but does not
>> > >>>> >show it.
>> > >>>> >Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves
>> > >>>> >making
>> > >>>> >friends
>> > >>>> >but rarely shows it. Daring and
>> > >>>> >stubborn.
>> >
>>>> >Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes.
>> > >>>> >Sharp.
>> > >>>> >Loves entertainment and leisure.
>> > >>>> >Romantic on the
>> > >>>> >inside
>> > >>>>not outside. Superstitious and
>> >
>> >>>> >ludicrous.
>> > >>>> >Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show
>> > >>>> >emotions.

March...

>> > >>>> >MARCH=SHYNESS
>> > >>>> >Fun to be with. Loves to try new
>> > >>>> >things.
>> > >>>> >Boy/girls
>> > >>>> >LOVE you.
>> > >>>> >You are very hott. Secretive. Difficult
>> > >>>> >to
>> > >>>> >fathom and
>> > >>>> >to
>> > >>>> >be
>>understood. Quiet unless excited or
>> > >>>> >tensed.
>> > >>>> >Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation.
>> > >>>> >Easily
>> > >>>> >consoled. Honest. Concerned about
>> > >>>> >people's
>> >
>>>> >feelings. Tactful. Friendly.
>> > >>>> >Approachable.
>> > >>>> >Emotional temperamental and
>> > >>>> >unpredictable.
>> > >>>> >Moody and easily hurt. Witty and
>> > >>>> >sparkly.
>> > >>>> >spazzy at times.Not revengeful.
>> > >>>> >Forgiving
>> > >>>> >but
>> > >>>>never
>> > >>>> >forgets.
>> > >>>> >dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary
>> > >>>> >things.
>> >
>> >>>> >Guides others physically and mentally.
>> > >>>> >Sensitive
>> > >>>> >and forms
impressions carefully. Caring
>> > >>>> >and
>> > >>>> >loving. Treats others equally. Strong
>> > >>>> >sense of
>> > >>>> >sympathy. Wary and sharp. Judges people
>> > >>>> >through observations. Hardworking. No
>> > >>>> >difficulties
>> > >>>> >in studying. Loves to be alone. Always
>> > >>>> >broods
>> > >>>> >about the past and the old friends.
>> > >>>> >Waits
>> > >>>> >for
>> > >>>> >friends. Never looks for friends. Not
>> > >>>> >aggressive
>> > >>>> >unless provoked. Loves to be loved.
>>
>
>> >>>> >Easily hurt
>> > >>>> >but takes long to recover.

April...

>> > >>>> >APRIL=SWEETIE
>> > >>>> >Stubborn and hard-hearted.
>> > >>>>Strong-
>> > >>>> >willed
>> > >>>> >and
>> > >>>> >highly motivated. Sharp thoughts.
>> >
>>>> >Easily
>> > >>>> >angered.
>> > >>>> >Attracts others and loves attention.
>> > >>>> >Deep
>> >
>> >>>> >feelings.
>> > >>>> >Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm
>> > >>>> >Standpoint.
>> > >>>> >Needs no motivation. Shy towards
>> > >>>> >opposite sex.
>> > >>>> >Easily consoled. Systematic (left
>> > >>>> >brain).
>> > >>>> >Loves to
>> > >>>> >dream. Strong clairvoyance.
>> > >>>> >Understanding.
>> > >>>> >Sickness usually in the ear and neck.
>> > >>>>
>Good
>> > >>>> >imagination. Good physical. Weak
>> > >>>> >breathing. Loves
>> > >>>> >literature and the arts. Loves
>> > >>>> >travelling.
>> > >>>> >Dislike
>> > >>>> >being at home. Restless. having
>>many
>> > >>>> >children.
>> > >>>> >Hardworking. High spirited.

May....

>> > >>>> >MAY=ATTITUDE
>> > >>>> >Suave and compromising. Funny and
>> > >>>> >humorous.
>> > >>>> >Stubborn. Very talkative. Calm and
>> > >>>> >cool.
>> > >>>> >Kind and
>> > >>>> >sympathetic. Concerned and detailed.
>> >
>> >>>> >Loyal. Does
>> > >>>> >work well with others. Very confident.
>> > >>>> >Sensitive.
>> > >>>> >Positive Attitude. Thinking generous.
>> > >>>> >Good
>> > >>>>
>memory. Clever and knowledgeable.
>> > >>>> >Loves to look
>> > >>>> >for information. Able to cheer everyone
>> > >>>> >up and/or
>> > >>>> >make them laugh. Able to motivate
>> > >>>> >oneself and
>> > >>>> >others. Understanding. Fun to be
>> > >>>> >around.
>> > >>>> >Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.
>> > >>>> >Secretive.
>> > >>>> >Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music,
>> > >>>> >leisure
>> > >>>>
>> >and
>> > >>>> >travelling. Systematic. Hot but has
>> > >>>> >brains.
>> >

June...

>> > >>>> >JUNE=PIMP
>> > >>>> >Loves to chat. Loves those who love
>> > >>>> >them. Loves
>> > >>>> >to takes things at the center. Inner
>> > >>>> >and
>> >
>>>>
>> >physical
>> > >>>> >beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets
>> > >>>> >angry
>> > >>>> >often. Treats friends importantly.
>> > >>>> >Brave
>> > >>>> >and
>> > >>>> >fearless. Always making friends. Not
>> > >>>> >easily hurt but
>> > >>>> >recovers easily. Daydreamer.
>> > >>>> >Opinionated. Does
>> > >>>> >not care to control emotions.
>> > >>>> >Unpredictable.
>> > >>>> >Understanding. Fun to be around.
>> > >>>> >Outgoing. Hyper. Bubbly personality.
>> > >>>>
>Secretive.
>> > >>>> >Boy/girl crazy. Loves sports, music,
>> > >>>> >leisure
>> > >>>> >and
>> > >>>>
>> >travelling. Systematic. Hot but has
>> > >>>> >brains

July...

> > >>>> >JULY=SEXY
>> > >>>> >outgoing personality. takes risks.
>> > >>>> >feeds on
>> > >>>> >attention. no self control. kind
>> > >>>>
>> >hearted.
>> > >>>> >self
>> > >>>> >confident. loud and boisterous. VERY
>> > >>>> >revengeful.
>> > >>>> >easy to get along with and talk to. has
>> > >>>> >an "every
>> > >>>> >thing's peachy" attitude. likes talking
>> > >>>> >and
>> > >>>>
>singing.
>> > >>>> >loves music. daydreamer. easily
>> > >>>> >distracted. Hates
>> > >>>> >not being trusted. BIG imagination.
>> > >>>> >loves
>> > >>>> >to be
>> > >>>> >loved. hates studying. in need of "that
>> > >>>> >someone".
>> > >>>> >longs for freedom. rebellious when
>> > >>>> >withheld or
>> > >>>> >restricted.
>>lives by "no pain no gain"
>> > >>>> >caring.
>> > >>>> >always a suspect.
>> > >>>>playful.
>> > >>>> >mysterious. "charming"
>> > >>>> >or "beautiful" to
everyone. stubborn.
>> > >>>> >curious.
>> > >>>> >independent. strong willed. a fighter.

August...

>> > >>>> >AUGUST=FLIRT
>> > >>>> >You've got the best personality and are
>> > >>>> >an
>> > >>>> >absolute pleasure to be around. You
>> > >>>>
>> >love
>> > >>>> >to make
>> > >>>> >new friends and be
outgoing. You are a
>> > >>>> >great flirt
>> > >>>> >and more than likely have a very
>> > >>>> >attractive
>> > >>>> >partner, a wicked hottie. Like somebody
>> > >>>> >with an
>> > >>>> >August brithday. It is also more than
>> > >>>> >likely
>> > >>>> >that you have a massive record
>> > >>>> >collection. When it
>> > >>>> >comes to films, you know how to pick
>> > >>>> >them and
>> > >>>> >may one day
>> > >>>> >become a famous actor/actress
>> > >>>> >yourself -
>> > >>>>
>heck,
>> > >>>> >you've got
>>the
>> > >>>>looks for it!!!

September...

>> > >>>> >SEPTEMBER=LOVER
>> > >>>> >Active and dynamic. Decisive and haste
>> > >>>> >but
tends
>> > >>>> >to regret. Attractive and affectionate
>> > >>>> >to
>> > >>>> >oneself.
>> > >>>> >Strong mentality. Loves attention.
>> >
>> >>>> >Diplomatic.
>> > >>>> >Consoling, friendly and solves people's
>> > >>>> >problems.
>> > >>>> >Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving
>> > >>>> >and
>> > >>>> >caring. Suave and generous. Usually you
>> > >>>> >have
>> > >>>> >many friends. Emotional. Stubborn.
>> > >>>> >Hasty. Good
>> > >>>> >memory. Moving, motivates
>> > >>>>
>oneself and others. Loves to travel and
>> > >>>> >explore.
>> > >>>> >Sometimes sexy in a way that only their
>> > >>>> >lover can
>> > >>>> >understand.you are a great match
>> > >>>>with
>> > >>>> >some body
>> > >>>> >in june.

October....

>OCTOBER=HOTTIE
>> > >>>> >Trustworthy and loyal. Very passionate
>> > >>>> >and
>> > >>>> >dangerous. Wild at times. Knows how to
>> > >>>> >have fun.
>> > >>>> >Sexy and mysterious. Everyone is drawn
>> > >>>> >towards
>> > >>>> >your inner and outer beauty and
>> > >>>> >independent
>> > >>>> >personality. Playful, but secretive.
>> > >>>>
>> >Very
>> > >>>> >emotional
>> > >>>> >and temperamental sometimes. Meets
>> > >>>> >new people
>> > >>>> >easily and very social in a group.
>> >
>>>> >Fearless
>> > >>>> >and
>> > >>>> >independent. Can hold their own. Stands
>> > >>>> >out in a
>> > >>>> >crowd. Essentially very smart. Usually,
>> > >>>> >you ever
>> > >>>> >begin a relationship with someone from
>> > >>>> >this month,
>> > >>>> >hold on to them because
>> > >>>>their one of a
>> > >>>> >kind.

November...

>> > >>>> >NOVEMBER=THUG
>> > >>>> >This straight-up means ur the most
>> > >>>> >good-
>> > >>>> >looking
>> > >>>> >Loyal and generous. Patriotic.
>> > >>>> >Competitive
>> > >>>> >in everything. Active in games and
>> > >>>> >interactions.
>> > >>>> >Impatient and hasty. Ambitious.
>> > >>>> >Influential in
>> > >>>> >organizations. Fun to be with. Easy to
>> > >>>> >talk
>> > >>>> >to,
>> > >>>> >though hard to understand. Thinks far
>> > >>>> >with vision,
>> >
>>>> >yet complicated to know. Easily
>> > >>>>
>> >influenced by
>> > >>>> >kindness. Polite and soft-spoken.
>> > >>>> >Having
>> > >>>> >lots of
>> > >>>> >ideas. Sensitive. Active mind.
>> > >>>> >Hesitating,
>> > >>>> >tends to
>> > >>>> >delay. Choosy and always wants the
>> > >>>> >best.

December....

>DECEMBER=
>> > >>>> >BEAUTY
>> > >>>> >Loves to chat. Loves those who love
>> > >>>> >them. Loves
>> > >>>> >to takes things at the centre. Great in
>> >
>> >>>> >bed. Inner
>> > >>>> >and physical beauty. Doesn't pretend.
>> > >>>> >Gets angry
>> > >>>> >often. A meaningful love life partner.
>> > >>>> >Treats friends importantly. Brave and
>> > >>>> >fearless. Always making friends.
>> > >>>> >It is all about love and fairness.
>> > >>>> >Easily
>> > >>>> >hurt but
>> > >>>> >recovers easily.
Daydreamer. Horny but
>> > >>>> >does fullfill.
>> > >>>> >Opinionated. Does not care to control
>> > >>>> >emotions.
>> > >>>> >Knows what to do, to have fun.
>> > >>>> >Unpredictable.
>> > >>>> >Someone to have close to you.
>> > >>>> >Extremely smart,
>>but definitely the
>> > >>>> >hottest
>> > >>>> >AND
>> > >>>> >sexiest of them all.

Angry!!!

I wonder if her menopause is coming too early...Fancy picking a fight over a trivial matter…I’m talking bout my brother and sis-in-law…A simple thing like no one realizing that her son had those tiny bits of crackers on the floor can make them quarrel…I don’t know if my brother is actually standing up for me or himself…But seriously, if I were him, I might have asked for a divorced already…That cracker incident happened this morning…I was like WTF…Sometimes I feel that she is a bad wife…It’s not about her not loving my brother or what…I can tell she loves him…But…I don’t think she realized that a man’s ego is important to him…To her, everything she does is right…And what we do is always wrong…U make my brother look like n idiot do you realize it? U love your son more than anyone else…EVERYONE can tell that…And stop complaining that we don’t love your son just like how we love your daughter…It’s not that…But…Argh…Think about it yourself la idiot…I’m feel so fucked-up blogging about her…But I can’t help it…She thinks that we are all idiots…We don’t have brains…Hello…We can think…If not for the sake of my brother…My parents…And myself…That stupid shelter…I wouldn’t have put up with you…Look…I’m going crazy in this so called home…Which I don’t feel anything like a HOME…I hate the feeling here….I seriously hate it…Sometimes how I wished that things could go back to maybe 10years ago?Or I should have been born 10years earlier…Then…My parents wouldn’t have to put up with her…Perhaps I could have introduced a much better woman…A woman more worthy of his love…To my brother….Although I’m the younger one...But I do feel saying for my brother…She’s not worth his love…He my not be very capable…He may not be rich…But he’s a good man…I don’t want my brother to be unhappy…My mum bring up 4 kids…And she could say something that sounds like she knows more about bringing up kids as compared to my mum…I think even her own mum cannot stand her…But…Like mother like daughter…I believe her mother was like that too…I’m so much happier without her around…And whenever she’s around… I tend to always be out of her way…It’s not because I am afraid of her…And I’m trying to spoil her image or her reputation here…I swear I’m telling the truth…The things that I see…I feel…

For some reason…I regretted not going to work today…And I don’t even know that I HAVE to work to day…According to the schedule I received, I am working only TML…and Tuesday…So why did she not inform me that I have to work tml…Forgot??? I don’t think so…I seriously hope that she didn’t do it on purpose...I need money…That’s for sure….I need another job…I will consider and there’s a high possibility that I will take on the job…If there’s one coming in… Don’t ask me to get money from my bf…He himself is broke…He didn’t pay his phone bills and his line is cut…But the good thing is that I can still call him…But he can’t reply…But at least he bothered to call me and inform me…In case I start to throw tantrums again…

I hope my pay comes in today…I’m so so so so broke…Left with only 16 bucks with that 10bucks needing to top up my ez-link…That means I’m left with only 6 bucks…And I owe people like erm…300 bucks?...Yes…I’m pathetic…But I can only accept my fate and my luck…Luck hasn’t been good…And from some show…The horoscope thingy…My luck will be very bad this year…And it’s like the horoscope with the worst luck out of the twelve…Now is like only the beginning of the year...I hope it goes fast…And I want to leave this so-called home…FAST...

[German Name]

Your German Name is:

Swenja Mia

What's Your German Name?

[ Self Esteem.... ]

You Have Low Self Esteem 64% of the Time

You tend to blame yourself when things go wrong, regardless of whether it's your fault or not.You're anxious to please others and rely too much on their opinions. Learn to please yourself first, and your confidence will soar.

http://www.blogthings.com/howisyourselfesteemquiz/">
How is Your Self Esteem?

[Emo???....]

Pardon me for being emo in most of my blog posts
I can't help it!
If u r thinking...
Is she nuts???
Outta her mind...
Is she still sane???
Can she give me a break??
Wan an answer???
I'll tell U...
I really am outta my mind....I'm no longer s sane as i use to be...And i'm getting more and more wierd everyday~!!~~
Don"t ask me why
I wun know how to answer u
Don't try to change me
Cox it wun do u any good
Whoever who is reading this post
Don laugh
I can sense someone laughing or even giggling
Calling me names


Okay...I'm getting nuttier now...Typing crap in this blank space trying to fill up my blog with posts and prevent ah min from asking me to keep updating my blog... :P Okay...Kiddin...Ha hax...Okay..Update u lo...
Like what ya know..I mer him last nite..Em... Considered late...11 plus...Em..In the car....Hugged and you-know-what-else-we-did inside....(Whoever who don't know please think straight...)We didn't do anything naughty....Pssed him his X'mas git....Pretty late gift...But is it my fault?...But anyway..Expected his reaction...Kinda regretted not getting him the shirt instead...Dumb dumb....He don't wear bracelets and i know that but still i got him one...It's kinda thin and i know that too...I'm thinking of topping up money and change to a thicker chain..but i wonder if he'll wear the thicker one...i would have to top up another 20 bucks to get a thicker one but..Hmm...If he wear it den it's okay..If he don't...I really don't know...He said he understand how i feel nd he'll try to change a little..But i don't know if he really mean it or can he change? He has been like that all he 2 years that i have known him...Okay..I admit..I'm truly, madly in love with him, and i don't even know why?.... He did ask me when i'll go to JB with him again....Hmm..Wan to but at the same time..Scared...And i don feel good putting up at another person's house. If the house belongs to someone i know, i wun feel that bad..But i'm like putting up at his landlord's house and i din even pay rent la...The rent he paid was for himself but me? I'm staying for free...Feels wierd since they are someone i don't know..But after that day, i find that they are actually quite nice...How many landlords in this world, or rather in Singapore would allow their tenants to bring back some stranger and plus...I'm a girl and he..a man...a man and a girl in a room..Hmm..Maybe Malaysians are more open to having a guy and a girl sharing a room. It was nice playing with the couple's dog... FaFa..Kinda miss that dog..Hee...Though she's naughty but she's quite a nice pooch...She considered pretty from what me and him de point of view... Oh shit...I'm missing a bitch....Hmm...Wanna change my blogskin..but can't find any..Anyoe knows how to make a skin???Teach me??Hee~But be prepared to vomit blood... :)

NUF SAID...

LIFE........

SOMEONE PLEASE KILL ME NOW!!!!!!I'M HURTING LIKE SHIT!!!RAH!!!HATE IT WHEN THE "GIRL THING"COMES.... FEEL LIKE I'M IN HELL.... SICK AND TIRED OF LIFE...MY LOVE LIFE,FAMILY LIFE, SOCIAL LIFE THEY ALL SUX....RAH!!I'M GOING CRAZY....SOMEONE PLEASE JUST TELL ME ANOTHER WAY TO KILL THE PAIN...Look..I know i'm crazy blogging about such things and please don't ask me to get a life cox I DON"T
HAVE A LIFE...I'm like a living dead.....Don wan to go back to the place which i'm suppose to call home but never gave me the homely feeling..even a hotel room gives me a better feeling although they give me the creeps, not knowing whther there's some entity within the room...I'm crazy~Insane~!!! WHATEVER.... I don't wan to go back but there's no place i can go..Alone....I don mind being a loner..But the fact that i have no money (and i still owe a whole lot of peeps money) and that Singapore has no place for me to go leaves me with no choice but to go back to the "den" unwillingly.... Some tourist may say.."Oh..You could go to Orchard Road and go for window-shopping"..blahz...Do u have any idea that the shops in other parts of Singapore have almost like the same things just like Orchard....And duh...i have been working at Orchard for the past 2 years and i find nothing fascinating about that street... And the prices of the products there..POOF...Some are like double the price of the same thong u find in Bugis Street....Like i once got "cheated"...Bought a shirt from a shop in Orchard for $33 and a few weeks later i found the EXACT same shirt from a shop in Bugis Street for $15....Imagine how big my eyes became when i saw the price tag....That was the first and last time i ever bought a shirt from Orchard... I figured that unless u wan to shop for those authentic branded goods, get the rest of the things u wan from heartland malls...if u can find them...

I msg him just now....And i'm kinda scared he'll get angry and not reply me..But i have no choice...I have to tell him....Even if it means losing him,losing my time and youth spent on him.....If he really choses to go...I can't do anything..I wun stop him..But will only wish the best for him....It'll take a long time before i can get out of the mess with my wounds healed..but the day will come...I'm tired...Really tired...If i were to calculate..Perhaps...PERHAPS...It'll tke me 1 year plus, 2 years before i can totally heal my wound.....I wun ask for anything..I jus wan my wounds to heal..and lead back my simple life.....that's all.....

Toilet Woes..........

*Knockie...Knockie*
7.15 liao leh...
Kaoz...Have to listen to that like EVERY morning now....Juz because my nephew is now schoolin and have to wake up early in the morning...Poor him....Have to be scooped outta bed in the early morning...
And me??...
7.15 liao leh
LOR
Freaking sian la...Especially when i'm trying hard to keep myself awake...I'm a sleepy head i admit and i can fall asleep in the toilet without even realising myself...But i SWEAR....THAT was HISTORY...Ever since i move in, the only place i have my own privacy is the TOILET....But that was what i THOUGHT...But turns out that i'm wrong TOTALY WRONG...Everytime i go to the toilet...EVERYTIME i'll get disturbed....Knocks will come....Comments will come.....
"What u doing inside?"
"U sleeping in the toilet ar?"
"Faster la..I wan to pee..."WTH....Why must it always be me....Sianz..... Freak....The whole house 2 toilet but only open 1....WTH...Rah.....Today de maths..Eh...Cannot say understand....And also cannot say i don't understand....Coz i did the worksheet but with the help of Han Keat though...Look t the ws i sian lo...first few qn still ok...after dat the words gt more i sian...plot graph somemore...my excel skills kns lo...haiz...next week VB..Kaoz..sure die....I sux at it and everytime i did VB,my lappy CONFIRM crash like shit....Rh...Later got the Open House Goodie Bag packing thingy...i wan clear my CE points fast....

Miss him like shit...Rah....Din keep his promise to look for me last weekend...make me so sian la at home....Saturday went back Precious Thots to work....Hmm....No comments....Can only complain about my feet...Hurt like shit..Thatnks to the shoe....High-heel...knn....my whole feet damn pain la...den my skin all come out...Rah~~Yst buy the ah ma shoe...decorte it..but erm...i find it quite ugly after i finish decorationg....Wrote le "I love you" in korean on the left inner side and "LOVE" on the right inner side...Don ask me why i hide inside.....U'll know if u were to see it...... :)