A Message to Mr Nobody...

I've been told that I'm the 6th...

Wonder to totally believe or remain as what I'm thinking now..

Have told the informant that i hadn't put in much of my heart in yet..

But seems like no matter what i say...

She's dead sure I'd sink in anyway...

And i wonder if her source was even reliable..

Not that i trust him either...

Everything to me is so..

Ambiguous....

Admit I've really lost faith in such things already..

But at least I'm still willing to give it a shot..

And things like this have to come into the picture when I'm just trying to move on..

I don't picture a future ahead..

I've already prepared myself to stick to my mum and dad for the rest of my life..

And only them with no one else..

Guess someone would be saying.. "Is she nuts?" or "there she goes again.." in their heart...

I do feel weird with him around..

Especially when he's like sticking to me almost 24/7 except the time when I'm sleeping..

I'm no fan to superglues..

In fact i hate them..

The fact that i want to hurt no one end up with me getting hurt instead..

When will this gonna stop..

The day when i totally give up on guys and go after girls instead?

Or the day when i totally give up both sexes for good?

Ahh...

Life...

Full of nothing but shit...

How i wish my life wouldn't be too long...

Don't call me crazy again..

I'm not..

It's a fact nowadays..

That..

People are more afraid to live long than to die early..

Why?

Think about it..

Think about the life you've gone and is still going through...

Think about the future that we are to face...

I'm very very negative minded...

And that 's a known fact to everyone who knows me long and good enough...

I'm not being emo again...

I'm just trying to say things that i simply cannot express to anyone..

So..

What do i want in life?

Nothing...

A simple life with nothing...

:)

Gotta go to bed already...

Don't want to wake up too latesince i'm meting him to go to the hospital tomorrow...

Hurt his back while riding his bike..

As in bicycle just now...

Don't think too much..

I'm just doing what a girlfriend should supposedly do...

And i'm sorry to the guy whom i disappointed..

You're good..

I'm just not the one for you..

You have big dreams while i have none..

You've got a great future while i guess i'd just be nothing but tripping stone for you..

All the best to whatever you'd do..

Wish you'd see this but i guess not..

And..

I'm sorry....