18th june 2008...

And i haven't got my pay yet!

I'm like so freaking broke can..

And same goes to my boy..Two poor souls..Anyone has any lobang for fast cash?

Maybe i could allow him to get involve in some a-little-against-principles activities..

Then perhaps our lives could be better..

I actually don't even mind if he "drives" his family car around to save on trnsport..

But at the speed he goes....Er...

Scary...

People date and i date...But why do i always face problems..

He's been very nice to me till now..Or rather too nice..

So nice till i feel uneasy at times..Could have been the fact that i'm older..I feel more like his mother than his girlfriend...

Taking care of his stomach....Making sure he's like not hungry..

Cooking him a meal before he even got out from bed...

Like yesterday....

Wasn't very appetising but at least the food was edible...

Washing his boxers for him...

Did things like we were already married rather than we're only dating...

And this point was picked out by him first..

His tries to pamper me makes me feel awkward..

Don't call me crazy..

I'm so used to being alone without all those sweet-nothings and pamperings from ex-boyfriends that i totally forgot such things exist...

What's happen in future remains unknown...

He might be the one..or might not be,...

No one knows..

I just hope he'd chnge for the better and i'd be happy already..

See.

I'm sounding even more like mother now...

FYP FYP FYP....

Sian...

Gott wake up at 6..which is like around 4 hours later...

Gotta go to bed before i really cannot wake up at all later....

CIAOZ..