ARGH...

I wan my pay NOW!!!!

Kao...when was the last time i'm so desperately poor???

Thanks to the company for giving out my paycheque so late...

Geez..

Must control control control..

Muz control not only mine but his finances too..

No more cab for u..

No more spending blindly..for both of us..

Asking to save only $50 a month for him isn't too much right..

But i doubt $450 would be enough for a spendthrift like him..

I have to spend all my weekends working just to get enough money..

In fact it ain't enough..

Maybe i should realy consider getting another job for the weekdays..

Even if it's just a few hours it'd be enough i guess...

I wan to save money..

But living life this way isn't gonna help...

Felt so much better after msging that guy and letting him know i'm attached..

Don't know if i did hurt him nd he voided me or not..

From what he told me it's because his sms was over the limit that's y he didn't contact me..

Which i think i bullshit..

But whatever it is...

Not important anymore..

Most important thing is i've gotten it off my chest and i feel so much better~

:)

Now all i have to do is to explain to him...

Explain explain explain...

And hell did i get a shock this morning...

As usual didn't go to school...

But this time i'm really dead tired..

I can't even recall when was the last time i really had enough sleep...

I slept around 10 plus last night and till 11 plus today...

Ran out of the house before my dad comes home and relise i skipped school again...

Before that when i woke up i saw his buddy's msg...

where on earth did that guy get my number from..

We met like only once and nearly picked a fight..(playfully that is)

And after that i haven't seen him...

Wonder what this guy is up to...

hmmm..

heck la..

Tomorrow going to school(confirm kena scolding by the girls..)

Shall present first and run off to meet my boy for his doctor appointment...

Haix....

How i wish he couldjust be a good soldier....