It's all my fault....

I sometimes wonder am i suitable to get into a relationship....

I'm a bad girlfriend and i know it..

But i simply don't know how to change for the better...

Maybe i should consider just staying single for the rest of my life..

Not even 1 month yet and i realise we can hang on to the phone not saying one word...

I've got bad feelings now..

I really don't want to PMS and he has to bear with it..

I know he's unhappy and yet i could do nothing...

He insisted in accompanying me on the phone everyday..

Even if he's tired or not feeling well..

I wonder if it's because we've just started not long ago or he's still young...

Or maybe it's my problem...

Maybe he's been too nice and i'm unappreciative...

I think i might have preferred my freedom more than a company...

wonder if i could bear to let him go at this point of time..

Don't wish to hurt him..

Maybe i shouldn't have even agreed in the first place...

It's all my fault.....