wad the hell amn...i din even realise the chinese words i wrote afew days ago cannot be read.... Only those farney farney words came out...make me look like as if i'm scolding some vulgarities... I'm like so sian lo.... Today out of 24...only 16 came to class...change faci liao..sian...but hopefully this woman will give me better grades than that miss seow....the ex-stwardess and ex-lawyer....who gave me straught Cs...juz 'cuz i don talk cock....and that john young...who gave me a C juz b'cuz i din submit my RJ...haix...but today din do anything lo...i'm like really slacking the whole day...haix...don tell me i hab to continue lidat for 3 yrs????haix.....This morning when i'm in school i msg him what is he doing and he din reply me until like 5 plus..... All he told me was that he's sick and is resting at home and he have been taking medicine and sleeping all these while....I was like..Ar....Not again... I sometimes feel like is he sme kind of a sick chicken??Maybe i'm too sacarstic...although he may be my..ahem...boyfriend..but sometimes i really get so pissed off with him... he's like..jobless now... and how could he possibly get sick?? Before dat if he get sick i can assume dat..ok..it's due to his work..maybe he work too much and didn't take good care of himself...but now?? Honestly, i'm still not very happy with him gambling and end up owing people money....and he still dare to tell me dat he'll go back to Genting to try and recoup his loses...knowing very well that i'll get angry with him AGAIN..... Sometimes i wonder...did i even really scold him all these while..before that all i did was just grumble or keep quiet when i wasn't very happy.. but this gambling and owing people money and trying to recoup his loses thingy really cannot take it lo... I don wish to c him like my brother.... he use to bet on soccer and end up losing and owing people money... And those creditors always call up and look for him.... they even scold my mum lo..it's like...what has my bro owing u idiots money gt to do wib my mum???.... Even threaten my mum that if he doesn't pay up, they'll beat him to death.... Wad the F*** lo...... I really don wish to c him end up like my bro...though my bro now ok le....haix....headache..... I really don expect much from him lo.... even if he is fooling ard wib me...( i seriously hope not)I juz wish dat he's safe and happy..... hope he's still alright....Am looking forward to see him this or next weekend...hopefully... i miz him lyk hell.....