~*~sad sad days....~*~

these few days haben been good to me....so sick and tired of everyone forcing me to give him up... can they plz don force me... they r making me so frustrated wib them and myself.....i believe that evryone makes mistakes..but as long as he can change and n0t make the same mistake again~ i don y we shld avoid them.....sick and tired of trying to explain dat i hab NV done anything wib him on bed~y don she believe me??? Do i look so cheap???Does it mean that i like him so much i will let him have my whole body?????????? i'm so sian......i don to be crying myself to slp every nite b'coz of those forcing..... i relly wan to wait till he come back the end of the mth....i don ask for much.....y can't i juz choose to stay by his side....whether he has a wife in m'sia is not the issue....although i do believe a little that he made a woman pregnant and refuse to acknowledge the child.....dat is already his past....y wun anyone stand by me???y is it dat they don support me......but thanx to my ah min.....she's the only one supporting me...thank you mei~~ If u really make up ur mind to forget chun hwee~i'll support eu de~~