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People change as they grow older don't they...

Was browsing through some of my secondary school...can i say friends???..Well, just put them as school mates...All of us are already over 18...some like me...19...Some changed from the nerdy geeks holding on to their pure Biology textbooks to frequent clubbers...some..like me...not changed much as in our lives...for me...i'm still the same old me...having the same old boring life i always had...some people might say..."Why don't you get some friends and go out...maybe even go out of singapore??Will you please get a life??"...and i think this person might mean...get a lively life...i admit that my life is boring but i couldn't help...being a person who can be so unpredictable when one moment i can be laughing and joking like nobody's business but the next minute, i could be standing at one corner keeping to myself...that explains why my social circle is so small..

the verdict?...

I'M ANIT-SOCIAL

Not a clubber not because i'm not allowed to...it's just i didn't like it...don't mind the loud music..don't mind the guys dancing with me...but i just don't like it when i can't release myself even in such situation..and i dread going to lose my temper when people start making me irritated especially the 2 hours before daybreak...thanks to me depriving of sleep...

I seriously need to join an IG..seriously i'm considering joining Jive back..but i wonder what would janice do if she see me..and what about the people???i guess there's a whole lot of pople being changed...or rather quit..like me...shall update tml if i have the time..ciaoz...

Genting....

Just came back from Genting last night...Went into the casino for the very first time of my life...the place was...full of smoke...nothing much about Genting..Just that i was damn fed up with a casino staf whom was damn farked-up...we asked for aid and all she did was insert my mum's world card into the jackpot machine,took it out,threw back to my mum and walked off wiithout even ensuring that we have no more problems...what the hell lo....my parents and i made big fuss at the casino...really sucks like shit lar the service...took a whole lot of photos on my way...mostly are nature...architecture and..my parents...shall upload the photos ba...took some random pics of myself..must say first...i not 自恋... haha...put few...shall provide the ink when i uploaded evrything to another webby~

Hmm...

I think i forgot to blog about Shu Fen's engagement...I remembered writing her testimonial asking her when she is getting married...Who knows...Now she's married...and she's having a....a season to get pregnnt huh....keep hering osme people that i know re either getting married or they "have" liao....hmm...the society is opening up? or is it only my area of the society is opening up...i certainly hope the same thing wouldn't happen to me..or at least in the next few years...

WHAT BULLSHIT AM I CRAPPING ABOUT???

I admit i'm crazy..but i can't help it..so sorry...

Went to taka to find ah min..and bought the bedsheets that my mum ask me to buy..Geez...I took a whole lot of effort to carry the whole big pack of bedsheets plus my mum's new handbag plus towels plus a bottle of garlic pearls....It's damn freaking HEAVY!!!okay..whatever it is i made it home..Ah min...please don think of him liao la...haha~that's it..dono what to say liao...

*Ah...

I'm so freaking sleepy now...but i can't sleep till the farking washing machine finish spinning and i can hang the clothes... Didn't really sleep lst night...Was damn scary...i heard this funny knowing sound from the ceiling...i was all alone in the room...it's good thing JunYong called me up...first time in 1 yr plus i talk ed to him on the phone for more than 3 hours..and i hung up when erm....i heard him snore...he was suppose to wait till i sleep before he can sleep...what a pig...he's a nice guy...but simply not my type...the reason why i can talk to him on the phone more than 3 hours....reason is simple...he can talk cock...at the same time make me laugh...enjoyed the suaning process...more of me suaning him than the other way round..haha...people who kow me much well but not very very well may think that i have a little feelings for hi..BUT...that is totally wrong...he's nice but not for me...so that someone please stop trying to push him to me...I thought about it today and erm..came to a conclusion....don't do things that may give people the wrong idea...okay..wad am i crapping about...i'm so bored waiting for that washing machine to stop....1 hour plus...omg...

I miss him...though he is no longer mine officially.but the feeling is still there though it is not as strong as before..haiz...can i just hve something normal?...

20-03-2007

Just another day...Went to a briefing to be a tutor coordinator...Paid 30 bucks each..both me and jieying..I do feel a little sorry for pulling her in...make her lose 30 bucks but we really have to work hard to at least earn back our 30 bucks..just one will be enough..do this for a yer and we see how...Confirm got people say i kena cheated but i feel that we shouldn't be so negative about such work..I don see it as a career..but at least it's nothing illegal...same goes for MLM..It is illegal but network marketing isn't...I don't regret leaving VE but at the same time i don't think it's not do-able...It's just that i am not cut out to do that and that...The market abit wrong..Hmm...Don blog about that...
Tht oyfriend of mine fnally come out...Seems like i had been thinking too much..But i can't help it..I told him he kept me guessing for the past 2.5 years..i really flared up and he apologised..but it isn't going to help..the wound is already there...Back to friends...Back to my singlehood whih i think have never left me..haha...I'm crazy...