~*~lalala~*~

Okay... I'm officially back to singlehood...Honestly, i knew this would happen sonner or later..it's just that i didn't realise that it will be like THIS long...1yr plus...going 2yrs...Goodness..How did i survive.. It feels wired as in the past whenever i'm out of love i'll cry like i lost my parents..but this time..i did not even shed a single tear...Is it because i am immune already or is it that it's no longer important to me on whether he sayang me or not...Though i feel down...but that is partly due to my deprived of sleep...Reach home at 11 plus last night and couldn't even submit my RJ...But good thing the fai give me B..wad's wasted is that i think i can get A if i submit my RJ..so sad...sent him my RJ..dono whether he will accpet late RJ anot...pray hard...
Recently just started "studying" at a marketing company..the people there are very young..The
CEO is only 32yrs old..and most or the BMs,MMs and MEs are all around my age, even younger also..and i met 3 familiar people there..Met sihui..my primary school buddy...who is the same position as me MA(p)...and to my surprise..jiahong...my senior from secondary school...and joan...hmm...i rmb her asking me to go to the interview a few months back...but i din realise that she may be working in that company and i confirmed when i saw her yst in the office...She lready a ME..going on to become a MM and me..still a MA(p)...muz faster close deals to climb up...ha ha..easier said than done... But i think handling this job and also my other job plus school will really tire me out..wonder if i can tahan..haiz...hope i can perservere on to excel there... If i can climb up to a ME in 2-3mths time, i'll be happy le.. that's like only 2 levels up..I CAN DO IT...ha ha..crazy...trying to motivate myself..STOP DREAMING GER....ha ha...Car..ha ha..money..gosh~i'm going crazy..stop thinking..
Today Azri's 19th birthday..As usual..The usual what-we-do-during-birthdays thing.buy a small cake from the cafe, poke a candle and sing the birthday song...ha ha...ok..not farney...