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Haiz...i sometimes feel dat i'm so useless.... My whole life is like shit....... Esp my love life and sch life....Though my family life sux a little...but it's still alright... Never hab i ...NEVER hab i met a good guy before....so damn tired....i'm still sleepy even though i have enuf sleep.....i keep feeling restless..keep having dat feeling dat i'm collapsing anytime..... so sick n tired of life.... shld i juz end this so called "relationship"??? i feel that i am nth in his eart...the call dat was suppose to come never came....the promises he made never came true......the feeling of love...gone.....wad am i to do? if i were to end now...all my time...my youth....my tears and my braincells are wasted....the waited wasn't short...i am tired..i feel like leting go..but sometimes feel dat..it's such a watse...he may not b a good guy....but we love someone for wad they are isn't it...i fell right in knowing dat he wasn't a good guy...but i believe dat as long as he doesn't make the same mistakes again...we can forgive and forget.......i believe he is a good guy in nature..the prob wib him is dat he don't like to show his true self in front of people..he's like wearing a mask and facing people................i'm tired.....................................................................can i juz keep slpin and not think of anything???...............................................