Saturday, September 22, 2007





U wouldn't imagine the kind of shock i had when i see this familiar person's photos in an email...
I was like...I knew he's a bastard..
But i didn't expect him to be a f**ker!!!
I met him at a hotel lobby at my cousin's wedding and he gave me a name
I guess this email had been circulating around for some time already...
If u haven't seen this...READ ON...

> >(he is working in a BUGIS Salon)> Date: Tue, 11 Sep 2007 22:58:22 +0800> >

> > > > dear all> girls out there, please take note of the below story and
> >take great care of > yourself before something irreversible happened.guys
> >out there, please warn > your female friends, your sisters etc. about what
> >has happened below to > prevent it from happening to your loved
> >ones.although the english isn't that > grammar perfect, it should be
> >understandable that what is going on.> > Dear All, This is my TRUE and REAL
> >LIFE STORY, happened near end of 2006, I > am> under age old girl who
> >stilll sitting for my SPM, I was cheated my virgin to > a men named DARREN
> >FANG KIN CHONG...> I were introduced to this guy thru internet, After some
> >chit-chat (Messenger > and phone calls), This guy date me out for meet
> >up.(MSN ID/ FRIENDSTER ACCT > : fang_darren@hotmail) He is a very sweet
> >talker. As my age, I really > believe what he said to me like how much he
> >loved me and his promises to me. > So, I decided to meet up. Our 1st date
> >is at Christmas 2006. My mum not > allow me go out till late night so we
> >decided not celebrate at sin. After a > dinner and movie, he say bring me
> >to clubbing at one of the pub . In the > club he is introduce some of his
> >friends to me (Named Jason, Alex, and Mike) > and he is offering me to take
> >a lot of alcoholic drinks and he tell me that > he will take care of me.
> >That night everybody was drunk till very high and I > suspect they have
> >drop something in my drink.. because after the next day I > like not very
> >sure was happening after the clubbing session and I feel that > my private
> >part very pain and rashes and I lost my virgin! In the motel, I > found he
> >sleep beside me, and he told me that he will take responsibility > and
> >after I graduate he will marry me. After that night he like totally >
> >disappear for 2 weeks.. finally he called me and ask me out. He is giving >
> >the explanation like his is rushing his fashion job so that he don't have >
> >time to meet me. This time he offer me to sex with him in the car and blow
> > > job to him. I feel very weird! But I think that if you love someone you
> >have > too right? After someday I feel that they way he treat me is totally
> > > different than before I give my everything to him. Sometimes he totally
> > > don't care my feeling that I listened he sweet talk to other girls. He
> >said > is client.. but I don't think so.. Do you boyfriend or husband
> >simply tell > girl that ' I so miss you dear, You are my sweetheart, please
> >give me a > chance to take care of you or since the 1st day saw you I am>
> >very sure that god create you for me' I was very not in a good mood hearing
> > > or saw his sms. I found my private part like become very worst, Itchy
> >and > Redness.Everytime after sex when> he lay beside me I will check his
> >sms. One day, I found that a video clip on > his phone that was shooting me
> >was raped by the 3 of his friends when the > 1st night. This is not a kinda
> >fun! I almost become crazy when I saw that > video clip I am very worried
> >that when someday the video clip will sent out > to other peoples~{!-~}. I
> >don't dare to go out, don't dare to meet people > coz I feel shy and
> >regret. Today I go to take my body check-up report. The > report shows that
> >I been suspected AIDS! Doctor advised me to do they other > check up to
> >re-confirm. I really no such energytic to check again. I don't > dare to
> >make a police report because I don't know how to face my parent and >
> >classmate. But I decided to speared this email out to share my REAL Story
> >to > you I leave this world. This guy is DARKEN my future and my shinny
> >day. I > found myself is DIRTY! Attached is his picture which I got. **If U
> >See this > PLAYBOY or LOVER CHEATER, Please wake up your mind and don't
> >believe to what > he CHEAT you with his sweet talk.** Please help forward
> >this mail to your > colleague, sisters & everyone u love! If you know this
> >guy or currently he > is your net friend PLEASE becareful, girls please
> >protect yourself and not > follow my ending! SO that there will be no next
> >victims like me. Thank you > very much! Some of his conversation in msn:
> >Eat Duck Bitter Middle > Bitter,Than Direction People Upper People. says:
> >...anyway...can u gv me a > chance?Eat Duck Bitter Middle Bitter,Than
> >Direction People Upper People. > says: i just love u...onli u...how come
> >got other gals??? Eat Duck Bitter > Middle Bitter,Than Direction People
> >Upper People. says: I will take care of > you in my whole life.. please let
> >me protect you.


Thursday, September 20, 2007

Presentation time and i'm blogging..
GONE CASE!!!
Simply don't have the motivation to come to school..
IT today..Kaoz..
Hate it...
pek check sia..
VERDICT:I hate school...

Came back from Malaysia on Sunday and less than 12hours have to wake up and go to school..
But as expected...
I couldn't wake up on time...
The food in this trip was...
POOF...
HORRIBLE...
NO...Can't think of the correct word to describe..
Is the vlue of salt going down in Malaysia...
Why is everything so salty?!
Bought a pair of shoes and a shirt there...
And nothing else..
i'm so bored...
RAH..

Took my lappy for repairs yesterday...
$230...and the stupid opertor told me the lcd costs 400-600...
BULLSHIT!
tt guy was nice.....
the labour cost was waived...
only the lcd screen was charged...
now i owe my own boss money...
geez..
rot rot rot...

Monday, August 27, 2007

Holidays holidays..
But i doubt mine could really be hoiday..
Went for an interview yesterday at Bugis..
To the courtesy of yx..
Selling some skin supplemments...
Think i would be damn busy this holiday..
Afrid tt i my not have time to go out with a few of my frens which i had somehow agreed to..
I'll try to squeeze time though...
:)
Tml going for the job training..
The lady looks ok..but i'm not too sure if i could click with her..
hmmm..
hopefully everything could go on smoothly...going for a chalet on wednesday...
After work...which is like 6pm...
After tht i think i should be starting work on the 1st of sept...
7-13 i would be working everyday....
14-16th going to malaysia...
And school reopens on the 17th...
Which leves between 1st - 6th sept that i can spare time to go out..
shan't go to work on the 6th then...a thursday of i were to go on a ladies nite with the ladies on wedesday..
hmm..
i wonder.....
Earn money earn money...

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

18-08-2007
Had just knock off around 6 about to be on my way home when YX called me...
Miracle huh..
Since she's the "you yi xing mei ren xing"type...
Din expect her to call me and ask me out..
The reson why she looked for me...
SMPLE..
She had a fight wth CM...
And she needed company..
Went to look for her ta work and went to my home..
Shared our dinner...

We asked the rest of the gurls out but only /Dino and ah min were free...
Off we went to boat quy to Amber 21 where Carole is working at ..
That night was the first and hopefully the last time i smoke so much..
Never really smoked in my 19years of life and that night..I finished half a packet of it....






Ah min and Dino left around 11+
The night s just starting...
and i randomly asked YX if she wanted to club..can see that she was very unhappy..
Plus she met CM there and she cried...
Called HW out and off we went to MOS..
A whole lot of ppl there...And Majority are "BEES"...
Geez....We styed i the toilet till 2+..
Not purposely...
But there wasn't any space to leave the baggage at..
So..we had to wait..
I wouldn't want to pay $23 to stay in the toilet would i?!
Finally went in and woa...damn squeezy..
The bees..
Really a whole buch of despos..
Where did all te yan daos go?!
That night was...duh.
Ha ha.
A whole lot of guys with beanies....
I admit i don remember a single guy who dnced or talked to me..
Not tt there's lot of guys who did that but simply nth special abt them..
Imagine the dicks at my ass...
SHUCKS..
I don mind the bodies..In fact i kinda like it..
BUT
CLD THE DICKS PLS LEAVE MY BUTT ALONE?!
Talking about the guys..
Mybe i cld list them down one by one..

1. A dark blue with strip...
Hmm..
Body build was grea but i simply din get to see how he looked like...
Eventually said bye bye though..

2.A guy with beanie..
He was like holding to my hand all the while when the dark blue strip guy was with me..
And i always thought t was xin...
Din even realise till i saw her hand "dancing" around...Apparetnly he found me again after we changed fengshui...
He was..erm... a little scary...
When we r leaving to change fangshui again..he was holding to my hand and the hand at my waist and following me around..
Geez...don u even understand what is bye-bye?!

3.A nerdy guy with specs wering a blue "life-jacket"...
Was disgusted...
Seriously..
HELO?!
Were u afraid that it might flood in the club?!

4. An act cute guy whom apparently wasn't cute at all...
He layed his chin on mmy shoulder and told me..
Can make friends?!
Of corx i shoke my head..
And he said again..."Plsssssssss..."
EW!
Wad the F**K!!!
Make me wanna puke...

5.The very timid but still wan ppl's number's guy...
Asked his friend to ask for my num..
He looks ok..
But couldn't u have asked urself?
I could have given to u?!
SHUCKS....
So unsincere...

6.The very farney "indian uncle"
No offence to the indians..
But the way he danced was hillarious..
He was good..
As in he didn't go ner ay girl ad try to take advantage of them..
He was in fact enjoying himslef ALOT!
Ha ha..
He was dancing some sort of retro dance but he dressed really indian styled..
FUNNY!

7.Indian boy..
Hmm..What can i say bout him...
NOTHING...
He kept a small distance from me apparently not wanting to come near me..
But i zi dong siam...
Ha ha..


19-08-2007
Reached home at 7 am in the morning....Took a bath and off i went to work..
Hadn't slept a wink...
Worked morning that day so not so bad...
Went home straight after that and boom..
At 9+ cannot tahan anymore...SLEEP!!!!

20-08-2007
Didn't go to school today..
Kena cramps early in the morning cannot wake up..
perm my hair AGAIN!
haha..
my mum paid for it AGAIN...
Ha ha ha ha ha..

21-08-2007
In school...
Rotted today..
Did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!!
Got
UT today...
SIAN!!!

Monday, August 13, 2007

Oh well..
I ended up going for really a drink with Chu Xiang that saturday night..
And he gve his first time to me..
Haha..
Not THAT first time but his virgin trip to st james...
I wasn't the one who chose the location though...
He chose it...
Had wanted to go with the girls instead but ended up only Dino nd Ah min are free..
So...
Forget it..
Another time perhaps..
Was a little wierd since we never relly talked much to eac other during our secondry school days..
It was only after a camp in our upper secondary years that we started talking..
That night was seriously the first time we went out together..
Went to Peppermint park AGAIN..
One reason was because that was the only bar i know there and partly..
I jst wanted to see him..
BUT..
Didn't relaly see him..
Think i caught a glimpse of him..
Notrelly clear though..
I admit..
I forgot how he looked like already..
And i doubt he remembers my looks either..
That night we met chu xing's cousin and shehad free tickets to powerhouse..
Den..poom..
We went in...
Walked one round and walked out...
We made it just in time for me to catch the last train home and him..
Not so heng...Last bus gone..
There are good and bad sides to things that happen though..
Though he lost his bus, he gained a free ride home from his cousin..
I left for home without getting a good look at him again..
Haix...
That very night i couldn't really sleep though i drank alcohol...
Did i put him off from my answer to that whatever question he thought i was going to ask? Or did the other answer of him treating me dinner put him off instead.
Whtever it was...
Think it's end of story...
If things go on well..
We could well just remain as very very very normal friends for the rest of our lives....
If it doesn't..
That marks the end of our so-called "friendship"?!

Informed Vampire about me not working for the time being for her..
Don't sk me why i didn't just quit...
Use ur brains a little and 'll know..
Still don't get it?
I just want to leave another alternative route for myself in case the whichever new job i would be taking up fails...

Didn't go to school today..
Be a nanny for a day..
CAn really vomit blood...
Kids nowadays..
Haix..
Gonecase...


I JUST WAN THE BEST FOR MYSELF...IS THAT CONSIDERED SELFISH
?!