Friday, May 24, 2013

Mars VS Venus

How much do men understand about women and vice versa?

A supposed day out watching Fast 6...

ended up w the tickets paid for nothing...

No movie.. no company...

Just because of a word I say..

He says he don't understand me...

Says that seems like when he tries to bring me out, it seems like a burden to me..

How exactly am I to say what's wrong with me.. when I myself don't know what's wrong..

I'm Tired...

Fatigue from the tight schedule during the past two weeks...

Am I wrong to suggest him watching with another friend worrying that I might fall asleep in the middle of the movie?

Am I wrong as a girlfriend to feel that.. I should have slightly more priority over his friends?

Probably the best answer I could have for myself..

Or rather the best way to convince myself... 

Is because We belong to two different world's...

Probably the love ain't deep enough...

I treasure too much that I become over bearing...

He probably loves his friends more that he felt I was unreasonable...

I've got no idea how to communicate...

Really starting to wonder... If it was a  wrong move... to turn back to him..

Could I have been better If I had moved forward?

Wednesday, May 22, 2013

Rants...

Sometimes I just feel I'm better off alone.........

Sunday, May 12, 2013

Rantings....

What's right? What's wrong?

Who's right and who's wrong?

Who is it to judge?

I've done wrong and i feel bad...

But it seems there's no way to salvage my feelings at all...

Keeping to myself....

With no one to tell about...

 Imma going crazy pretty soon...


penna was here

Tuesday, May 07, 2013

Time flies..

It's been quite some time After my last posting...

Well.... a new relationship a new beginning...  That is as much as I had hoped...

But just three months since we've officially started... the countless misunderstanding and fights That went on...

Made it seem like I'm the trouble maker... not denying the fact That I did stir up some trouble... But That's coz I'm highly insecure... I'm stressed up... and I don't know how to express myself...

Reason why I'm back is simple...

I need a space to rant...  again...

I can't post all I like on Facebook..

After being shot....  with me showing my emotions to the public... fair enough Then... I'll keep it here...  still within the public,  But away from his eyes...

Been wondering...

Does the problem lie with just me... Or do us both have problems...

Probably not because we don't love each other enough... But more of just not suitable for each other...

It's getting tiring After three months...  just wondering how long more can I keep going...

Sigh....

In anyway...  good night world.....

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

CK 16th Annual Dinner & Dance

My 2nd Dinner & Dance with CK @ Fairmont Singapore on 20th November 2012...

Some pictures~~ :)
























Rock & Roll was the theme~~

Though the whole lot of us ended up looking more like vampires~~ (think Twillight)

Anyway, had my fair share of fun~ (though it wasnt all that fun with my fellow comrades all tipsy and drunk)

Well.... Ending this post with an "inspirational" quote~~

"Be who you are and say what you feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter doesnt mind"

Have a mind of your own, do not be manipulated. Dont take how others look at you as long as you feel you are right. Be confident, however not over confident and allow that confidence to pull you down.

In other words, stay happy. :)

penna was here