My life.....

I might not know what i want..

But i definitely know what i don't want...

I don't want to wait for 2 yrs for something that will never bloom..

Maybe i should just make things clearer..

But how on earth do i go about doing that?

It makes no sense to hang on...

Since I'm only half-way in, should i just let it go altogether..

Contradictions.....

IF only time could be turned back..

IF only i had been determined about my stand...

Perhaps things would come out different..

Allowing some things to happen does not equal to acceptance..

And i hope he understands that..

This is not LOVE my boy..

It's just a special mutual feeling between 2 people from 2 seperate worlds..

Age is a big barrier..

And the time awaiting to be wasted makes everything worse..

Maybe i really should gather the courage to clear the little misunderstandings..

But how do i go about that and not hurt u in the process?..

Are the hintings so not obvious?

You are not the one i want to walk with for the rest of my life...

And I'm Sorry....