Finally back to blogging....Been ard 1 mth plus after sch re-open le...sch hav bee ok but i still can't quite adapt to the system...still the same old loner dt i had always been...am i very hard to get long???or is it the fact dat i hab tis "stinky" face dat scares ppl away...dono la.....and i haben seen him for lyk...3mths....miz him alot....thanx to yin min....she fa hua chi den pass it to me..end up i oso fa...he shld be coming back these few days and hopefully will get to see him...Bought him 2 pair of thongs for his birthday....but kinda regret getting them...the cloth covering his "manhood" is erm..orange and the back has only one elastic band covering...to tink of it the colour is quite disgusting..but it's something new ba...usual price was $19.90 but after discount was $15 plus...hopefully i can grow to trust him over some time...I don wish to carry on lidat w/o much trust for him....although he did ask me to not consider him if i were to find a guy who treats me better,i can't seem to set my eyes on any other guy...how i wish i could let him know how i actually feel but seems impossible...i don dare to say anything for fear that he will flare up...since it's a known fact that he has a bad temper...hope that e will rmb to look for me when he comes back...quite long nv contact..wonder if he's all well....feel lyk calling him but scared dat i'll disturb him...haiz....
Waiting for my bro to buy hm our dinner...dono where he go buy....he called and say that he'll be late for an hr...wonder if he go JB buy dat Nasi Lemak....haiz....Dying of hunger...I NEED MY FOOD!!!!
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