E-M-O-T-I-O-N-S

Bb's out again...

With KW...

It's her birthday and i simply refuse to join in...

The reason?

I've got school tml and i've got UT..

*Bullshit* whoever reading must be thinking "i got so guai meh"..

But i REALLY am that guai..

Tml Cold Chain predicted already D+

Pon somemore.Wa..

Don wan to risk repeating another year in school...

Just for one module..

Back to that...

Bb told me she tried to into a gal to him...

And is obviously up to no good...

Girls are getting scarier these days...

You'll never know what is up in their minds...

And no i'm not one of them..

I'm like half a year short to be considered a woman...

And adult to be exact..

Wonder how much temptations can my baby boy resist...

Wonder what time will he be home again tonight.....

Grrrr...

For the first time i cried on the spot last nite..

With him on the other side of the phone...

that is....

Had a shock didn't u boy?

Didn't realise i will actually cry...

Didn't realise i actually feel very bad about myself deep in my heart...

The butt of the problem..

My darling girl had a tiff with a boyfriend and all she wanted was a chat with me..

And i not even knowing he has a fever told him to go to bed..(because he said he's tired...)

Till his message came and told me to have a happy talking with my darlingand just to tell me he has a high fever and i don nid to reply..

It is my fault not to know he has fever...

But seriously...

how the hell do u tell if a person has fever when i can't even see that person?

And it's not that i don care...

Then he called but i didn't answer...called him back and we had nothing to say...

I'm a very bad expresser and i don't normally talk much (other than talking rubbish)

And u as my bf don even know...

thanks ah...

The silence with a few little tiffs...broke when i said we talk tml and i gg to bed..

sent him a msg saying good nite rest well without any emotions.

only to have his reply...i think i will rest well..i took 5 panadol..

how can anyone react normally when they see such a msg from ur other half?

Then..

i broke down..

Replied him that if that's his way of getting back at me for not showing concern and not being a good gf..

he succeeded...

He really did...

Called me only to find me crying...

Talked it out and evrything's back to normal...

I fucking need my pay can...

Shit no money again....Grrr......

Brr....

No longer have to go to LTH~

Woohoo~~~

At least till the new semester starts.. :)

Updated my Facebook account just now...

Changed my status and added Bb's name..

Until this thing popped up..

I have to wait for confirmation for my relationship status?!

Very funy huh...

I was laughing like mad when i saw this screen pop out..

I seriously think we need to get on with my FYP Poster....

NOTHING IS DONE YET

SHIT!

And the presentation is on 6th August which is like 2 weeks later?

DOUBLE SHIT!

*Condolences to YP...

Sorry that she lost her dad...

And she has to support her sister alone...

I hope she can get over this period..

...

Low...

Am like so so so tired...

Or rather restless these few days...

I'm like down with flu AND cough..AGAIN..

I like just recovered can...

Bb went off to club with his friends..

And yes..Without me again...

Really freaking poor..

And damn no mood to club already..

Could it be the younger hormones in me had died out already?

Or izit the people that i have to go with that the problem lies in...

Hmmm..

I wonder...

His friend is funny...

Introducing him to get into Real Estate..

Sounds wierd..

But beats having him to get involve in illegal stuff...

I should be happy... :)

That is if he decides to actually do things the proper way and move away from the dark side..

My usual naggings..

Or rather warnings that i'd leave him without saying anything if he goes back to his ah beng ways..

hopefully that'd be gone..

Told him i'm dead serious about this..

Hopefully he understands..

Being an ah beng with 20 over kids" as they call them sounds like a big deal..

And i told him..

U join them and have 20 kids below u and u'll lose ur gf at the same time..

Izit worth it? U gauge it yourself...

If he were to go bck to those ways...

I'll know how much i actually mean to him..

If that happens..

I'd probably become more bitchy den ever...

I guess...

Hopefully his friend would lead him to a good way where he could shine..

Or he might not walk this path for long..

But at least it gives him more exposure and experience and more $$..

Him earning $$ is so much better than him spending $$..

Hopefully my boy would grow up more with this experience.. :)

Bed Bed time..

Tml i've still got work...

And tt's after i finish my FYP report..

Zzzz....

Ciaoz..

Sharks fin...i like...

Just came back from Bb's house after dinner...

Had steamboat...

The soup was super sweet...

And super not cheap...

Though they had the steamboat at home..

They had these HUGE prawns..

which were totally impossible to fit into my mouth in a whole..

And the soup..

Ikan billis..

With SHARKS FIN...

Woots...

Buay pai sia..

I zhuan dao..

But feel guilty at the same time since my parents only had a few dumplings while i enjoyed my dinner...

Had his mum to drive me home..

Feel so bad can..

That goondo boy of mine.

Me and his mum tot he knew the way..

We ended up making one big detour..

Went through CTE to the CIty..

Den from there go CTE den exit bradell again..

Kana sai..

One big round can..

His ex gf..

Or rather his sister..

Miss SM...

Kena bastard by her fiance..

He left her for his ex gf..

What a bastard..

Could be my wild thoughts running again..

Could this next happen to me?

As much as i try to trust him more...

But no one knows what would happen..

I won't even blame them now if they still have feelings for each other..

Matters of the heart = complicated...

Other girl friends of him i'd still trust..

But only her..

Don't know why..

I feel wierd..

Oh dear..

Getting paranoid again..

Anyway..

Just hope she could get hold of herself...

Hope she wouldn't kill herself because of a bastard..

Which is seriously not worth at all...

...

To Angelynn.....

I'd better get on with this before Angel starts giving me the ":(" face too much...
Haha~
So here it goes......
A. List seven quirks/habits/facts about you.
B. Tag seven people to do the same.
C. Do not tag the person that tagged you or say that you tag "whoever wants to do it".

1. Fact - I love to hug my bolster to sleep more than hugging my boy boy...(Y? Cox my bolster doesn't on v-tec like what he does..Oops...)
2. Fact - I'm atticted to my boy boy's perfume... (er...i just realised it.. :P)
3. Habit - I like to laze on the bed for a very long time after i wake up...
4. Habit - I'd keep muching on tidbits while watchng TV..
5. Fact - I hate school...(who does anyway?)
6. Fact - I love to blast music and sway to the beats.but i can't dance..(contradicting huh..)
7. Habit - Use my concealer before leaving the house...( no choice la..my stupid pimples are too visible...)

People i'm gonna tag.....
Yin Min..
Sebas
Xiao Hui
Winnie
Qiaoying
Kat
Yasmin

I guess.... :P

So gonna go to bed..
Skipped school again today....
:P
Boy coming over for diner tml..
After his doc appt and taking his bath.. :P
Pick me up from school...
And my little monsters are coming over.. :)
I'm so sorry for making my sweetie wait for 2 days and i have no time to accompany her..
Sorry sweetie....i promise i'll be there to play with u tml...
Hurts me to see her cry..
I see her as if my own daughter..
:)
I dono why
and no..
I'm not wanting to be a mother so eagerly..
At least not as eager as boy who wants to be a dad so soon..
Wait 4 more years la huh boy..
Ciao....